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Posted by: mrchace August 02, 2005 04:52 pm
Has anyone but me noticed that almost every topic in BB general has be MOVED?

What kind of forum do you people think we are running....you people need to learn how to do some of this shit by yourselfs....dont think you can just sign on and post your worthless shit anywhere on the forums cause your to damn lazy to go to offtopic or suggestions...

ok, im better now, just had to get that off my chest....

have a great day.

and if anyone has excuses or other raves go head and post them here

Posted by: Keyes August 02, 2005 04:56 pm
Okay, I think that now is a time of peace and prosperity in the galaxy - er, I mean forums - but if I see another flame war start up, I swear people will start getting warnings. I'm getting annoyed with people hijacking other threads because someone happens to be their 'Forum Enemy' or something stupid like that.

Consider yourselves warned, hombres.

...and now I'm calm again. Have a nice day, peoples.

Posted by: Mic2070 August 02, 2005 04:58 pm
hmm. hey, those topics were meant to feed civilian ! Don't blame them !

If he was paid 1$ for each moved topic... xD

Posted by: Keyes August 02, 2005 05:06 pm
Bleh. Ya gotta give Civvy a break - I mean, this isn't his life, ya know. And we don't spend our entire lives on these forums...just 99.99% biggrin.gif

Neways...I'ma read the Garbage forums again, lol biggrin.gif

Posted by: mrchace August 02, 2005 09:29 pm
what do you think all the new mods are for? to give him a break, he "was" doing all the work, still is doing a damn fine job...


but this isnt a "tribute to civilian" thread ((ill make one of those later)) this is a rave thread...so enough about him =DD

Posted by: Mic2070 August 02, 2005 09:30 pm
QUOTE (mrchace @ Aug 2 2005, 01:29 PM)
what do you think all the new mods are for? to give him a break, he "was" doing all the work, still is doing a damn fine job...

Hell yeah.

Posted by: _CiviliaN^SoldieR_ August 02, 2005 10:56 pm
Ahh geez guys, it was a pleasure cleaning up your crap. biggrin.gif

Who's messing with teh Sub-forums, eeek.

Posted by: Nikku August 02, 2005 11:23 pm
WTF WHY IS FAN ART WHERE OFFTOPIC USED TO BE?!?!!?!

Posted by: Keyes August 02, 2005 11:23 pm
THE LAYOUT OF THE FORUMS IS MESSED UP, OMG!

Posted by: Mic2070 August 02, 2005 11:44 pm
WE GONNA ALL DIE ! ZOMBIES WILL COME ! MICHEAL JACKSON WILL START REPRODUCING HIMSELF AND BRING DOOM TO THIS WORLD !

Posted by: mrchace August 03, 2005 12:40 am
oh i thought they were only fucked up for me? i thought all mods saw things like that laugh.gif

Posted by: KrazyFoYou1243 August 05, 2005 07:58 am
QUOTE (Mic2070 @ Aug 2 2005, 11:44 PM)
WE GONNA ALL DIE ! ZOMBIES WILL COME ! MICHEAL JACKSON WILL START REPRODUCING HIMSELF AND BRING DOOM TO THIS WORLD !

haha, what about the monkeys?

Posted by: Mic2070 August 05, 2005 10:19 am
Michael jackson IS a monkey.

Posted by: Elite viking August 05, 2005 02:00 pm
...pie?

Posted by: mrchace August 05, 2005 10:25 pm
QUOTE (Elite viking @ Aug 5 2005, 02:00 PM)
...pie?

PIE IS NOT A RAVE


-Flames and tries to warn viking-

DAMN YOU FOR BEING A MOD

cant warn mods unsure.gif


-raves about viking and pie, and then starts crying and rambling, then dies-

Posted by: Keyes August 05, 2005 10:49 pm
...lay off the pills, Mrchace biggrin.gif

/me does a happy dance, because mods can't warn other mods

Has this topic served it's purpose?

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- August 06, 2005 05:04 am
I burned myself while playing with my zippo! RABBLE RABBLE RABBLE!

Posted by: mrchace August 06, 2005 03:40 pm
QUOTE (Keyes @ Aug 5 2005, 10:49 PM)
...lay off the pills, Mrchace biggrin.gif

/me does a happy dance, because mods can't warn other mods

Has this topic served it's purpose?

I like the pillz though unsure.gif

and no it hasnt...

Posted by: DavidRoxZoRs August 07, 2005 03:21 am
.... When did you become moderator on THESE forums chace?! OMFG IM FEEL SO LEFT OUT! I NEED BOOZE! *drinks a martini* *goes crazy*

EDIT: KEYES YOU TOO?! *drinks mroe booze*

Posted by: mrchace August 07, 2005 03:57 am
QUOTE (DavidRoxZoRs @ Aug 7 2005, 03:21 AM)
.... When did you become moderator on THESE forums chace?! OMFG IM FEEL SO LEFT OUT! I NEED BOOZE! *drinks a martini* *goes crazy*

EDIT: KEYES YOU TOO?! *drinks mroe booze*

you are slow my friend! I have only been mod for like a week so dont worry about it...

Posted by: DavidRoxZoRs August 07, 2005 06:49 am
All my friends (if you can even call them friends sad.gif) are becoming mods, im so alone, civ,elite,chace,keyes who next?! Im so alone! *cries*

EDIT: mrchace, i haavent visited forums for like a month, so leave me4 alone! *drinks more booze*

Posted by: Keyes August 07, 2005 02:31 pm
AAARGH! Online translators suck!

I tried translating something from German to English. The translation made even less sense than the original!

Why do people make online translators so that they translate into the most literal translation? It's soooo irritating!

Posted by: Elite viking August 07, 2005 07:07 pm
Because its FUN! Being Norwegian and understanding english reasonably, its really fun to write something making sense, and translating. It becomes CRAP! lol...
Some of my friends decided to try and save their French grades by trying to write english and translate.
The verdict? D- biggrin.gif

Posted by: mrchace August 07, 2005 07:23 pm
ok i have another rave


civy needs to die ohmy.gif

agree, disagree?

Posted by: Elite viking August 07, 2005 07:36 pm
He lost his girlfriend, I think that's enough...

Posted by: mrchace August 07, 2005 07:38 pm
yeah, your right....im going to leave him alone now


sorry civy tongue.gif

Posted by: DavidRoxZoRs August 31, 2005 01:53 am
Ummm ello? Anyone wanna talk to me, im bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR IM A TERRORIST I KILL U ALL!!!

Posted by: mrchace August 31, 2005 12:31 pm
lets go to a rave!!

Posted by: Keyes August 31, 2005 06:46 pm
David, man, I'm a terrorist too! Let's go do some terrorist activities some time, I've got a few friends who'll happily act as hostages...hehehe...

And I'm all for the going to a rave biggrin.gif

Posted by: Elite viking August 31, 2005 07:44 pm
Raaaaveeeee w00t!

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- August 31, 2005 09:32 pm
Raves are kinda gay if you ask me... ohmy.gif

*runs away*

Posted by: mrchace September 01, 2005 11:24 am
Raves own so much ass

Posted by: Security Corporate September 02, 2005 12:21 am

|'|\/| 2 1337 4 d@T $0rt 0f t|-|1nG !!!

Posted by: mrchace September 02, 2005 02:53 pm
all i got outta that was something elite that sorta thing

Posted by: Keyes September 02, 2005 05:09 pm
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Sep 2 2005, 12:21 AM)
|'|\/| 2 1337 4 d@T $0rt 0f t|-|1nG !!!

= I'm too leet for dat sort of thing!!!

Posted by: mrchace September 02, 2005 08:29 pm
oh

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- September 02, 2005 10:15 pm
Another rave: All the girlfriend/boyfriend talk. Really, it bothers the Hell out of me. I don't know about you, but if my girlfriend started posting my pictures and talking about me on another internet forum, I'd feel pretty violated. I don't even see the reason as to why ya'll talk about it. I mean, does it make ya'll feel better or something to know that you have one, and by posting it millions of times on an internet forum, does it make you feel better?!

I personally don't care about other people's lives and such on the internet, more or less their "loved ones" which is a major exageration. If anything, it makes you look pathetic to talk/show about your girlfriend, 'cause the only people I know that talk about their girlfriends are usually:

1) Lying
2) Wiped (and won't admit it)

And a few others, but I don't feel like draggin this on. Point of post: why do you people have the need to tell people that you never met about your girlfriends...? huh.gif

Posted by: -=Jouni=- September 03, 2005 04:29 pm
I would like to rave about Jack Thompson.

http://keepyourkillingclean.blogspot.com/2005/02/jack-thompson-is-douche-bag.html

Ok.. I'm only 14, I have played lots of violent, violent games and frankly I am not running around killing people becouse of some damn game. Somethings wrong with you if you go kill people becouse you did it on a game.

Example: An underaged boy kills his friends, his/her parents get the brilliant idea to blame game he has played (Example San Andreas)

Instead of other motives, ofcourse the game did it!! The voices in the head! ARGH

So you sue the game maker.. Well guess what? FUDGING dont let your kid play a mature only game, if you really think thats why he/she killed people. You let him play it, the shop keeper sold it to him, and so on.

Then this brilliant Jack Thompson.. People who have contacted him and asked simple questions and mentioned the same things as I have above, have gotten only answers such as "Bugger off" or "Stop sending email or I'll sue you!!11"

What an DOUCHE.

QUOTE
I e-mailed Jack Thompson in late 2003 in an attempt to correct some errors on his website stopkill. His response was as follows :

"Dear idiot: You know, it is moral morons like you that are responsible for the decline of this civilization. You should be thankful that your parents didn't play an infanticide game. Go crawl into the hole your hero left today."(I should probably note, that this was the day Saddam Hussein was found)

He's a real charmer that Jack Thompson.


Oh and:

http://jackdouche.ytmnd.com/

Posted by: Security Corporate September 05, 2005 08:55 am

OMFG. God damn Gmod roleplaying smacktard admins. I swear, they throw a hissy fit over everything. My job is being a CP. I kill sometimes. They cant handle it then they're a bunch of pansy ass motherfuckers! They just ban me!

Then I mess up a REBEL leader's base since he wouldnt let me in, so he asks the server admin to ban me, and then he did. Whata buncha pussies. I feel like going over to where ever the fuck they live and hit them over the head with a stunstick. At this rate I wont be able to get on any fag RP server.

Dumbfucks.

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- September 30, 2005 04:24 am
God damn girls that get pregnant at age 16-18! This pissesme off so damn much! Argh!

Posted by: Security Corporate September 30, 2005 04:32 am

See now that was completely random, lol!

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- September 30, 2005 04:36 am
Yes...yes it was! tongue.gif

Posted by: mrchace October 01, 2005 09:14 pm
Whores suck, i hate em, use u for sex..>AND DONT EVEN FUCKING PAY YOU...WTF? there not even worth my raving about them, yet i continue anyways, fucking hoes, fucking your best friend and their sisters....sad sad sad....

Posted by: Security Corporate November 30, 2005 12:19 am

I guess most everyone hates America. Everytime I check some forum like the Plan of Attack forums, or the PHW comic forums, some jackass from another country says some shit about how the USA sucks. I hear retard stereotypes, and someone yelling over how "America didn't repay them". They make fun of our military saying they suck. I go to other websites who have pictures that say "Americansim = Terrorism". Bitch ass motherfuckers.

Then an exchange student from Germany came to our school, and said he thought all American girls are stupid. He then started to rant on how he didnt want to be here and crap. What a dipshit, I felt like pounding his head on a desk over and over.

I mean come on, yes, we're very far from being a perfect country, but you keep banging on us for stupid reasons, then you're an ignorant asswipe. I see this a lot, especially from people who live in Europe! No offense, but we saved your punk asses in WW2. If you hate us, at least have the fucking balls to say it, instead of talking smalk like you're all big and wonderful.

Well you know what, he'res my reply to all USA haters:

You can all FUCK yourselves!

Posted by: Keyes November 30, 2005 11:26 pm
...

...

Blunt enough...

Posted by: Equalizer December 01, 2005 12:56 am
Me putting my foot in my mouth about SC's rant.

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r December 01, 2005 01:12 am
i too agree with you. only i believe a good percentage of americans, not all, are very dumb and stupid for electing bush a second time and allowing him to invade iraq. uh oh, didnt quite find for what you were looking for did ya bush? freakin fascist. now we've thousands of soldiers and thousands more because of this pointless shit and wheres bush? oh dont worry, hes on another vacation but with technology today he can do all his work from a computer hooked up, pff like hell he is. i bet now everyone is starting to wise up and see how much of a dumbshit bush is. i mean, it wont help much if he's not relected again. hes left so much shit around that it'll be a loong time before everything is fixed, things such as iraq and new orleans and everyone else hit by katrina. thanks to him, practically the entire world hates america, and im starting to get a little nervous living here.

Posted by: Security Corporate December 01, 2005 06:58 am

Nice stupid shit there Equalizer. All Americans are now declared complete dumbasses because Bush did something retarded. I'm sorry, but even you know thats a poorly formed statement. You have no idea of how many protesters there are in America.

The entire fucking world has been hating America for quite a while. And many of us fucking know Bush is doing a crap job as president. We're not all rednecks assholes! Why dont you actually come here and listen to what people say before you go "OMG americans r t3h gh3y dey el3cted bush! h@x0r!"

Hating America just because of our president shows what a dumbass you are. I live in a "red" state, but most everyone I know hates Bush, so dont say we're stupid! What the fuck is wrong with you people?!

Posted by: Equalizer December 01, 2005 01:31 pm
Me trying to calm down SC and putting my foot in my mouth even more.

Posted by: Elite viking December 01, 2005 03:08 pm
Those people I hate in America are the pro-gun ones. If there's anyone of them in the forums I apologize to them, but allowing lots of weapons in a country isn't helping anything.
Those I hate in Iraq are the ones that fight against Americans in the most cowardious of ways: killing soldiers AND their own in terrorist actions.

Posted by: Equalizer December 01, 2005 05:31 pm
Me still putting my foot in my mouth. Wow, I should've stopped that a long time back...

Posted by: hunter December 01, 2005 06:59 pm
waiiiiiiiiiii everyone start raving womp womp womp womp!

Oh and by the way george bush is the biggest dumb ass in the world and hes in control of one of the biggest super powers in the world! How the fuck did he manage that?

Posted by: Equalizer December 01, 2005 09:07 pm
Me still putting my foot in my mouth. I'm surprised I haven't been warned for that...

Posted by: Keyes December 01, 2005 09:46 pm
Okay, everyone. let's not get all political here, yeah?

Equalizer, that was completely uncalled for. Think before you hit that Add Reply button.

SC...chill.

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r December 02, 2005 12:30 am
QUOTE (hunter @ Dec 1 2005, 06:59 PM)
waiiiiiiiiiii everyone start raving womp womp womp womp!

Oh and by the way george bush is the biggest dumb ass in the world and hes in control of one of the biggest super powers in the world! How the fuck did he manage that?


Equalizer:
They voted for him... people who voted arent dumbasses themselves, everyone makes a big mistake at least once in a lifetime!

well, i dont believe thats how it happened exactly. i mean, sure a lot of ppl that voted the 2nd time around were either dumb for doing it or felt dumb after doing it, but what i mean is that theres a chance that he might have cheated the first time around. im sure some of you are aware that the first time bush ran for president he was goin against gore. then by the time the ballots are counted it was announced that gore one. then outta the blue they said it was bush who one after a recount by a bunch of politicians who were either friends, relatives, or payed off by bush. i know it, there was a big fuss about it that bush cheated. now i may be telling it from the wrong pov, but just check out that movie Fahrenheit 9/11.

Posted by: Nikku December 02, 2005 01:03 am
QUOTE (Equalizer @ Dec 1 2005, 12:56 AM)
umm lots of people in Britain (excluding me but Im not sure about Keyes) think that the americans are complete dumbasses. Well they are, to put it, IMO - sorry - IMHO, 25% thick. For example, George Bush sent our troops into Iraq saying "ohmigard, eye-raak's gut weapunz ofv maass-deestrukshon! Let's invade!" and then getting our troops involved. What pisses me off even more is that Dumbass Prime Minster Tony Blair went along with these actions. Well, if America thought they had weapons of mass destruction they could've sent a pair of Undercover CIA Agents to search the area...

...So, a public announcement to Britain's Labour Party and George Bush (and his politicians, I dunno what they're called):

You're just a pair of dumbasses in which a 2-year-old kid could do a LOT better job!

Well that's my steam let out. Anyone feeling offended by this can feed me angry PMs. My reply to all who want to pm me saying so will be "Why respect a dumbass who declared an un-just war?"

ph34r.gif

you're so smart call everyone in america dumbass and hate them jsut cuase you don't like there leader...


screw off

Posted by: Nikku December 02, 2005 01:08 am
QUOTE (Equalizer @ Dec 1 2005, 05:31 PM)
not only that but blowing up our convoy! They had a white flag too!

QUOTE ("Is 5this what the Americans thought when they bombed our convoy?")
Ohmigard, it's an eye-raakey Carnvoy! Let's barmb it!

*gets out a radio*

Send down an air-stryke un thee eye-raakey Carnvoy!

*realises*

Ohmigard, it's nut an eye-raakey carnvoy! it's brirish!

*shouts;*

English carnvoy! Get away from the-

*-Too late; Our convoy has blown sky-high.*


showing by what I mean as 25% thick.

We lost about 20 troops, a male and female news reporter and had signalled a white flag. How much more stupid can american army troops get? no offence meant if any americans do serve in the army here

sorry for double post,happen im sorry and i dislike goegre bush, but your calling americans stupid again, and its your first post about this in this thread you said " umm lots of people in Britain (excluding me but Im not sure about Keyes) think that the americans are complete dumbasses" need i to repeat "americans are dumbasses"


i think no lesser of you as a human being but, plz think before you go on a nut busting rampage...



Posted by: Equalizer December 02, 2005 01:18 am
Me apologizing for being retarded, insulting the americans and putting my foot in my mouth.

Posted by: hunter December 02, 2005 04:11 pm
Americans aint dumb but who ever voted for bush made a big mistake!

Posted by: Keyes December 02, 2005 06:07 pm
Hey. I'm pretty sure I posted back there. POLITICAL DEBATE ENDS HERE. All it seems to do is get people pissed off at each other, and I'd rather not have a flame war happening here.

Posted by: hunter December 02, 2005 07:27 pm
Yeha lets just forget it now guys.

Posted by: Equalizer December 02, 2005 11:22 pm
a bit blunter than last time... anyways, yeah.

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r December 02, 2005 11:52 pm
changing the topic here, how do you put muzzle flashes on a gun in gmod while the ragdoll ppl are holding them?

Posted by: Elite viking December 03, 2005 12:22 am
You create an EMITTER, it's an option in the right corner of your menu. I think the muzzle flash is no. 6 or 7. Left click with your emitter to place an emitter, right to apply changes. You move the "stun stick" around with your phys gun wink.gif

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r December 03, 2005 08:22 am
oOo, well in return heres a vid i edited together.

http://media.putfile.com/blitz29

Posted by: Blue Summer December 06, 2005 08:45 am
/me starts raving in the official rave thread

Posted by: Keyes December 06, 2005 06:39 pm
http://img413.imageshack.us/my.php?image=000jeff4523jv.gif

Yeah, so what if I stole it from PHW Comics? It's still a rave... biggrin.gif

Posted by: Nikku December 06, 2005 07:00 pm
TO MANY FUCKIN POSER BANDS!!!


Greenday sucks everything there is to suck, they are not punk, and i feel disgraced to even call them rock. They aren't punk in any way shape or form unless you coun't the way they dress, but emienem could go to hottopic and buy some eye liner and shit and he wouldn't be called punk, that's becuase he isn't and neither is greenday.


Good Charlote, wow a bunch of 30 yr old fags STILL talking about high school, get a fucking life and TRY not be pose. Just becuase you wear eyeliner and spike your hair doesn't mean your punk, it could mean your a fag and should be sent to jail for sucking at making music.

Simple Plan sucks

Sum 41 are really really gay

Just little fucking posers at school, Get a life, your not punk. I have taken shits who are more punk then you, I bet Mr. Glenn Danzig himself would like to personally rip your head off and shit down your throat. You are useless, go die, kill yourself, what ever you fuckin posers do, you shit heads.


Oh yeah and if you don't skate, or surf or Snowboard, DONT WEAR THOSE FUCKING SKATE COMPANY THING OR SURF COMPANYS OR SNOWBOARD COMPANYS!!!


And owning a skateboard or being able to ride one doesn't mean your a skater, and skaters don't wear those fucking Polo Colered shirts to school...






SO LISTEN TO SOME ACTUAL PUNK AND THEN THESE CRAPPY ASS BANDS!!!!!!!!! TRY TO LSITEN TO:
MISFITS
CUASLITIES
THE CLASH
SEX PISTOLS
DEAD KENNDYS

if you wana hear real punk




-Nikku

Posted by: Keyes December 06, 2005 09:35 pm
...

...

...Sum 41 are supposed to be punk? Since when?

Posted by: Security Corporate December 07, 2005 12:54 am

As far as I'm concerned, people can wear whatever the fuck they want Nikku. And please don't go around calling random bands gay, because you can't do any better.

Posted by: Nikku December 07, 2005 11:44 pm
i bet if my band played the would be so much better then all thoosenbands, and ther not random

Posted by: Security Corporate December 07, 2005 11:52 pm

Give us a clip of your great music then, maestro. Yes, that is a dare. Prove to us your band is better than the rest. If most of the forum members disagree with your claims, then you suck.

Posted by: Security Corporate December 09, 2005 05:41 am

I'm waiting Nikku. I'm not saying I could do it, but I won't go around saying I can if I can't. If you're sooo good, give us a damn music clip.

Posted by: Nikku December 09, 2005 01:15 pm
jesus dude chill, your gonna shit your panties? and maybe no flamming, ass.

Posted by: Keyes December 09, 2005 11:45 pm
Aaaaaaand this is where I have to step in.

SC, please stop flaming. Nikku is entitled to his own opinion of those bands - even if he can't do any better. I, for example, hate Snoop Dogg with a passion...but I sure as hell can't rap for shit. Just because you don't like something, doesn't mean you have to be better at what they do.

Posted by: Security Corporate December 10, 2005 12:34 am
QUOTE (Nikku @ Dec 9 2005, 05:15 AM)
jesus dude chill, your gonna shit your panties? and maybe no flamming, ass.


I gotta admit, you got me there. But still, I want to hear how your band plays. tongue.gif

Posted by: Nikku December 10, 2005 03:18 pm
haha need drummer cuase this one keeps quiting all the fucking time and he thinks he runs the band when no one does, i think my other friend is gonnad rumm cuase the other guy is joining an emo band smile.gif ph34r.gif blubbern.gif ph34r.gif blubbern.gif ph34r.gif blubbern.gif laugh.gif blubbern.gif ph34r.gif

( i ahndled that nicley keyes smile.gif, eh?)

Posted by: Equalizer December 10, 2005 06:48 pm
Hey, let me have some of that blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif blubbern.gif!!
Anyways it's good not to have someone leading the band because then they all get to put forward their own opinions... It should be the lead singer like Paul McCartney or John Lennon or Kurt Cobain etc. But an emo band? ROFL laugh.gif laugh.gif why, is he an emo???

You said punk music? cooool! I like punk biggrin.gif

Posted by: Keyes December 10, 2005 08:13 pm
QUOTE (Nikku @ Dec 10 2005, 03:18 PM)
( i ahndled that nicley keyes smile.gif, eh?)

Cookies fo' j00, Nikku biggrin.gif

user posted image

It's nice to see how everyone can get along nicely.

Posted by: Security Corporate December 10, 2005 09:39 pm

But I want some cookies too! mad.gif

*grabs a shotgun*

Posted by: Keyes December 10, 2005 10:24 pm
But I have no more cookies! ohmy.gif You'll have to ask Nikku for some.

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r December 11, 2005 06:29 pm
you wanna talk about good classic punk music, no doubt about it that the ramones and the pistols fit that description. i also reccommend 7 seconds, Stiff Little Fingers, Lower Class Brats, DEAD BOYS, The Exploited, THE GERMS, Velvet Underground, Iggy and the Stooges, BLACK FLAG. Personally i liked punk back when it wasnt considered a uniform, before the whole mohican thing came in cause then it looked like you adopted a uniform instead of being yourself and fucking around which punk was and is about.

Posted by: Nikku December 11, 2005 07:35 pm
yesh and The CLash DEad KEnnedys And Misfits,



SEARCH AND DESTROY IS MY FUCKING THEME SONG

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r December 11, 2005 10:30 pm
PUNX NOT DEAD!!!

OI OI OI!

Posted by: Security Corporate July 14, 2006 10:25 am

FUCKING HACKERS!! I HATE FUCKING HACKERS!!!! ALWAYS HAVE TO RUIN FUCKING EVERYTHING!!!!!!

Posted by: Blue Summer July 14, 2006 10:43 am
I love Ravemusic, youcanscrew all this shouting stuff withno tune.

BROKEN SPACEBARS FTW!

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r July 17, 2006 05:30 am
that so then blue summer, i recommend you look at this link:

http://www.phwonline.com/index.php?p=12&s=31&c=601

Posted by: mallic July 18, 2006 08:01 pm
If you think 2 guys hugging is ok YOU MUST BE EMO XD ripped and edited from the emo song XD

punk sucks its all about hard rock

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r July 19, 2006 02:37 am
punk doesnt suck, it just has its own style. its all about havin fun not being serious. theres no problem with going into a bar, listening to some good local punk bands, and knocking back a few beers with your bros. you have ur opinion i have mine.

Posted by: jimmy July 19, 2006 08:40 am
I dont mind alot of the old punk music but bands like blink182 and greenday really piss me off. I more pefer Metal and Hard rock. METALLICA FTW!!!!

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r July 19, 2006 02:31 pm
greendays not punk, blink 182s not punk, taking back sunday is not punk, FALL OUT BOY IS NO WHERE NEAR IT, all these bands and the others just like it are pop rock music. theyve all sold themselves out to the mainstream.

Posted by: Nikku July 19, 2006 03:04 pm
fuck da police man, seroiusly

Posted by: Elite viking July 19, 2006 03:15 pm
Why can't people respect rock? Before school ended for summer we had a day where we played lots of music. Only thing was that everyone wanted techno and rap. When we put on rock songs everyone said "put on some real music!". We played two rock tracks, the rest was 50cent and DJ Something.

Posted by: Security Corporate July 19, 2006 04:39 pm

I'm surprised people wanted techno. In my opinion a lot of the rappers out there don't know the fucking meaning of music.

Posted by: Nikku July 19, 2006 04:40 pm
most rap is retarded nursery rymes.

fuck da police!

Posted by: mallic July 19, 2006 06:02 pm
RAP IS GAYYYYYYYYYYY

rock is cool and unforntuetly where i live almost no one likes rock so i get shot down all the time >_<. I also hate the type of music that people blair out of there cars that sounds like freaking circus music. LEARN SOME DAMNED GOOD TASTE YOU NEOYUPPY SCUMBAGS

ps THAT IS ALL

pps can i have a cookie

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r July 19, 2006 08:28 pm
i respect rap, but i respect hiphop more. tupac, fat lip, nwa, theyre all good in my understanding. in my opinion, hiphop is the punk rock of rap. alot of the shit i like is underground stuff cuz you cant find anything else thats good if its open to the public.

Posted by: jimmy July 22, 2006 02:15 am
QUOTE
greendays not punk, blink 182s not punk, taking back sunday is not punk, FALL OUT BOY IS NO WHERE NEAR IT


Yea, but i still fucking hate them.

But their music is shitloads better then rap, the only music that i would call good would be music composed by a BAND, rap is just jibberish said along to some shit house beat.

Just a question to everyone, has anyone ever heard of a band Against Me! ?

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r July 22, 2006 06:36 am
YES!!! I WENT TO ONE OF THEIR CONCERTS HOLY CRAP THEYRE AWESOME!!!!

Posted by: jimmy July 23, 2006 09:31 am
HOLY SHIT! Someones actually heard of them! out of everyone i asked your the only person who has even heard of them.

What song of theirs is your favourite?

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- July 24, 2006 07:36 pm
Against Me! is pretty rad, but I can't just listen to them for no apparent reason. I can only play their music and fully enjoy it if I am on a road trip or if everyone in the car is drunk so we all sing along. Against Me! is by far the best drinking music ever.

And by the way, the best saying I've heard to date:

QUOTE
Stop inbreed, ban country!

Posted by: hunter July 24, 2006 08:00 pm
Jesus i havent been here in time whats going on?

Posted by: Security Corporate July 28, 2006 12:12 am

I hate fucking people who think they're soo god damn smart and waste their fucking time posting a long argument for something so simple as someone putting "Don't Click" on a flash video to get people curious. Then they shoot down anyone who doesn't want read it or tells them quit it. They keep trying to pick a fight or "intelligent argument" for something so fucking trivial.

Why in the hell do these idiots irritate me? Well because they believe they're so higher up than everyone and they are always fucking right. They're fucking retarded ass morons, period.

Posted by: Nikku July 29, 2006 04:25 pm
lol you said peroid, that pisses me off too sometimes,

Posted by: smurfy July 29, 2006 07:21 pm
*poof*
then I came back

Posted by: Nikku July 29, 2006 08:22 pm
yay!

Posted by: jimmy July 31, 2006 09:54 am
I HATE TV ADS!!!!

Im bloody sick of them, i dont mind the short ones but i hate the ones that go for 2 friggen long, try to be funny and are on all the friggen time!

I especially hate toy ads, i understand that they're made the way they are to make the little ankle biters nag for whatever it is they advertise, but they just piss me off to no friggen end!

A suit that inflates with air DOES NOT make you look like superman, it makes you look like a bloody sumo!

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r July 31, 2006 04:07 pm
then its Tivo for you my friend

Posted by: Elite viking July 31, 2006 06:23 pm
Have you ever considered prozac? tongue.gif
I hate tv ads as well, but it's only a few minutes and they're gone again.

Posted by: jimmy August 01, 2006 07:59 am
QUOTE
then its Tivo for you my friend

Say what?

QUOTE
Have you ever considered prozac? tongue.gif
I hate tv ads as well, but it's only a few minutes and they're gone again.


Prozac? Im not depressed... Im pissed off! tongue.gif
And sure there only on for a few minutes but then there back next ad break! And for every few minutes they're on thats a few minutes of my precious life being wasted.

Posted by: Nikku August 01, 2006 05:25 pm
ah, change that channel?

Posted by: jimmy August 04, 2006 01:17 pm
dry.gif >_> QUIET FOOL..... (runs)

Posted by: mallic August 04, 2006 02:15 pm
your life was wasted when you were born XD jk DONT HIT ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


Posted by: Security Corporate August 05, 2006 02:44 am

Mallic pwned jimmy, then Mallic pwned himself. blink.gif

Posted by: jimmy August 08, 2006 07:06 am
QUOTE
your life was wasted when you were born XD jk DONT HIT ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


My life was never wasted when i was born, my parents lives were however. sad.gif

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff August 09, 2006 12:52 am
I have no idea how my life was when i was born until i was 4. Its pretty weird. I dont remember what ive been doing ever since the age of 4.

Posted by: Elite viking August 09, 2006 01:16 pm
um? Firstly I thought you meant you could remember anything before the age of 4. But I'm a little confused here huh.gif

Posted by: jimmy August 10, 2006 03:09 am
I cant even remember what i ate for brakefast, yes, my memory really is that bad.

Posted by: Security Corporate August 17, 2006 12:37 am

Some jackass in my marching band deleted all the fucking photos on my cellphone. Those pictures dated back to when I was still in California. Do you have any idea how important they were?! I'm going to fucking stab a pencil through his stupid CD player, piss on his CDs, and then impale his retarded ass to the fucking wall with a flute. I don't know why I take this shit, I'm going to get that bitch back right now.

Posted by: jimmy August 17, 2006 07:13 am
Good luck with that.

Posted by: Nikku August 20, 2006 04:46 am
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Aug 17 2006, 12:37 AM)
Some jackass in my marching band deleted all the fucking photos on my cellphone. Those pictures dated back to when I was still in California. Do you have any idea how important they were?! I'm going to fucking stab a pencil through his stupid CD player, piss on his CDs, and then impale his retarded ass to the fucking wall with a flute. I don't know why I take this shit, I'm going to get that bitch back right now.

pinch his neck coma pinch style, only oonce side tho, dont want to kill him.


oh yeah and punch him in the nose

Posted by: Security Corporate October 07, 2006 02:40 am

My parents have fantastic ways to ruin my day. Well it's actually mostly my "mother". It's not at all surprising, if anything, I should be used to it. Everything was going along just fine until my "mother" had another one of her little freak attacks.

Let me get the positives out of the way first. My parents, unlike some I know, are pretty lenient. They let me go out with friends, and access to different things like airsoft guns go unquestioned. They're only strict on grades and cleanliness, which is fine. They just like ruining it the next moment.

Disrespect. My "mother" absolutely adores using the word, among other things like i dont care how my "mother" feels and some shit like that. Of course it's always the child that has problem. Of course, I'm just some heartless bastard who is self centered. Blame all your problems on me, because I'm starting not to care. I have better things to do than waste my time and intelligence with my "mother's" stupidity.

So naturally, every time my "mother" tries to critizise me, I get defensive. So my "mother" calls me disrespectful and that I'm full of rage, and my "mother" throws a tantrum. Oh the irony.

The worst of it was when I was told 'Oh I don't want to think how'd you treat your girlfriend." Big fucking mistake to say that you fucking bitch. You know how I'll treat her? Better than you can fucking treat anyone you know. I'll treat her better than I'll treat myself as a matter of fact, so piss off and die in a damn hole "mother".

I don't understand why my father deals with this asswipe, and its worse when he actually supports my "mother". Miraculously, I still have respect for him, because I have the patience to see passed his flaws. As for my "mother", I'm not going to even waste my time.

As I said, I have better things to do. I'll save my respect for someone more respectable thank you.

Posted by: Elite viking October 08, 2006 01:49 am
I hate arguing with my parents. They use all the standard tricks at you, being disappointed with you for small things.
I'm not a very social person, I can go weeks without actually being with friends. It's not really because I'm afraid of it or something like that (ok maybe I am. Just a little dry.gif ), but it just takes some time before I actually sit there with the phone in my hand and invite someone over.
And my parents really don't like me being alone. Oh no. Because if I play too much on the computer, I turn into a miserable antisocial vegetable.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 08, 2006 03:45 am
Ooooh... parents. Its one of the commandments to not hate your parents.
But I just cant help it..

MY DAD-
Yeah, hes a nice guy. He earns lots of money from his job, everyday, no holidays.
He spends it whenever I ask something.
But he can get really really annoying.

I hate the fact that he always takes us with him everywhere!!!! SHIT!
I cant even take a fucking rest once in a FUCKING WHILE!!!
Today, is another fucking shitty day for me, since I made a fucking trip to San Francisco and do absolutely FUCKING NOTHING while there.
All we did was eat, and watch a damn boring airshow. Im telling you, it was FUCKING boring. I couldve been resting if I didnt go to SF today.
I just hate him. He never gives us a fucking break. NEVER.


MY MOM-
Oh my mom.. Yeah shes a nice woman. She always provides me lunch, and buys me stuff. Yeah thats about it.
But she just doesnt trust me like before.

She never trusted me, ever since we came here to America.
I kept on being nice and polite to her everyday.
But she just doesnt appreciate it.
Im tired of doing that shit..!!!
I just dont know why... she lost my trust to me.
Then she became more and more annoying....
Its like as if shes controlling us when we went to the Philippines.

We didnt get to hang out with our cousins much, and thats what we came for.
GOSH IM TIRED OF HER!!!!


there... i got my steam out of me.
But not all.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 08, 2006 06:54 am
I guess, because I've been here for a bit.. I'll let you guys know my true meaning why I'm so dark hearted sometimes or why I scream and hate my life. The reason is being is sort of a story...when I was younger my mom and dad got a divorce.. I was ok with that, it happens to the best of us. No need to freat...mom fell inlove with a guy named Dean...Dean is a Jehovah Witness. They both got married and 'they' lived happily ever after...right? My mom ever since has been forcing onto me her religion. Telling me who to belive in.. who should I respect. But I didn't listen, I shunned my back to the words that they spoke.. I didn't care less. My dad wasn't a Jehovah Witness and he said that I shouldn't listen to my mom... I want to make dad proud.. My mom wants me to worship her god, she wants me to be happy and live my afterlife with her.. I want to make mom proud... So neither what side I choose, I would always leave some other side in tears and shame. I decided to stay neutral.. not really leaning towards one side.. then they pulled.. they started to pull on me to join their each sides... I couldn't take it.. I snapped...lower and lower my self esteem grew of myself. Until one fatal day my step dad... who I've sort of grown onto told me this.. "Erik you have no reason to live unless your one of Jehovahs people" ..think happy thoughts.. think happy thoughts... We were always fighting, day or night.. no matter when. no matter where... I was almost forced to come to meetings.. I was almost told who I should worship...somethings gotta give.. somethings gotta give...and in the mix of all this complete mess... I fell inlove with the most beatiful girl I knew...but as I she had her problems with her... both alone, both hurt, both.. anguished with life.. we fell inlove. Things weren't as bad.. I would always smile...I? I Erik, smiled...My mom would get mad at me.. I didn't care...I was inlove.. Then one fateful afternoon, I walked right up to her and told her my feelings... she told me we would have to wait... just wait until both of are stresses were gone for good. And I replied (my exact words) "I will wait for you until the end of the world,endlessly" Thats why my sig has the term "endlessly?" because I am questioning myself.. and I created this account the time I told her how I felt.. and I'm still waiting.. and that doubles onto the pain of my life...I stopped smiling.. Dean started to blame me for that I was a downfall to the family. Dean said... I was a key to their household, I was a open door for Satan and his minions to roam free.. my own step dad... saying I was in partnership with the devil... how dare you.. Dean said.. in this house there is two sides God and the Devil.. try and guess what side your own...I left.. I walked away... and just fell to my knees and screamed.. I guess he was right...mabye I am just hurting the ones I loved...so I packed my stuff.. and left(this is just recently) I left so the pain would stop for the ones I loved... This is why i've been having bad dreams.....and the dreams make me a insomiac... which is slowly killing me.. but death might be worth it...I guess i was never on the side of god in the first place...I guess I was helping the devil the entire time.. helping him hurt them.. and.. thats another reason why.. I've.. uhm... well.. I tried to.. kill myself. I didn't try just for people to go "omg pay attention to him" Just to stop what I have lived withmyself... I have searched for so many people with my problem.. my exact problems.. and there was only one person I could find... the fuckin only person alive that has my exact problem.. was Marilyn Manson...Thats why he is satanic and goth.. or whatever you call it.. because he was forced to worship something he could never meet eye to eye... but... I question myself... and I'm stilling waiting... and I'm still trying to forgive myself... oh, and thats another reason I don't and never want to start a "band" because I would labeled as just another emo band.. I could truely never get my message through to anyone... I just...
Give up;;

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 08, 2006 09:48 am
unsure.gif
that's....... sad...

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 08, 2006 07:27 pm
story of my life

Posted by: Elite viking October 08, 2006 07:43 pm
Life is better than death, even if it doesn't feel like it.

And you did NOT cause pain to your family, they were the ones to bring it upon you. Dean saying you're in partnership with the devil is one of the most freaky things I've ever heard.

some religious people are sick. sick. In their fanaticism they want everyone to think just like they do, because their religion is right. Not everyone elses, oh nonono.

Atheism for the win. The most peaceful people on earth, that's us.
When did you last see an atheist starting a war?

Posted by: Security Corporate October 08, 2006 08:32 pm
QUOTE (Elite viking @ Oct 8 2006, 11:43 AM)
Life is better than death, even if it doesn't feel like it.

And you did NOT cause pain to your family, they were the ones to bring it upon you. Dean saying you're in partnership with the devil is one of the most freaky things I've ever heard.

some religious people are sick. sick. In their fanaticism they want everyone to think just like they do, because their religion is right. Not everyone elses, oh nonono.

Atheism for the win. The most peaceful people on earth, that's us.
When did you last see an atheist starting a war?


Agreed. The only other religion I see that doesn't start shit is Buddhism

Depressed, it is not your fault. They are forcing this crap upon you, and just because you don't want to believe it, they'll make you feel as terrible as possible. Don't give in man. It's really they're fault, and their problem.

I know this can be hard, but you're Mom isn't on your side anymore. Forget her. If you can, try to move back in with your Dad. He seems to be the only one who'll try to help you.

If anything, Jehova's witnesses are more satanic than Satan himself. They can take their extremist religion and go fuck themselves in the asshole. I'd like religion a whole lot better if it didn't cause so many fucking problems and destroy so many lives.

When this all blows over, ask your girl out again. You have a lot to give Depressed, don't end that. Think about her.

Posted by: hunter October 08, 2006 08:39 pm
Yeah i kinda hate what my religion(catholic) is doing and getting itself into latley. Like the pope saying those things about muslims and just getting them fired up, i know it will end up with a war. The retaliation to those comments was horrific, burning churches and they killed a nun. Also when that cartoon with the turban which had a bomb in it was published they started destroying churches then, what gives them the right to go out and do that, seriously? They are out of order and just because they think allahs real doesnt mean they can go around killing everyone, bloody extremists.

So yeah athism does sound good, or buddhism. Inner enlightement ftw!

Posted by: Mic2070 October 08, 2006 09:03 pm
They are right HD, you're not hurting anyone but yourself. You have your own will, don't let others manipulate you or hurt you. Freedom is one of the most important things we have in this life... about Dean, if HE says you help the devil then HE hurts you.

You don't owe anything to anyone.
You have someting truly worth : freedom. Let life flow through your hands, don't try to stop it, let it flow.
One day you'll realise the only thing you have to do to be happy is to open your eyes and see that you are free...
Don't listen to them, even your mother... but don't do anything stupid. Just follow Your way.

And... this girl... do you still see her ?
If she's as depessed as you... don't let her alone. Don't let her do the same things you did. I don't know her, but she may need you.


Btw guys, you're all wrong. Believe in the force. Jedi knights FTW !
(I actually really believe in it ^^)

Posted by: hunter October 08, 2006 10:03 pm
You only believe in jedi and the force because you want it to be truly real. No chance!

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 08, 2006 11:39 pm
sigh, thanks, such happy comments. I know that I have a choice, I have to make my discussions... but the fact is, through this giant climax of mistakes after mistakes.. It just left a huge scar where my self sanity use to be. And scar's heal over time... but if you lost a leg? It wouldn't grow back... Everything you guys say is so true... everything is just so true...but I cannot heal myself from what I have felt and heard and said. It's either I have to learn to live with myself by being this way the rest of my life... or ending it, taking the easy way out... which is not so easy...

Posted by: Nikku October 16, 2006 06:24 pm
iliketoblowzombiesheadoff:
Your dad doesnt sound all too bad, give him another chance.

depressed:
Heavy shit man, i dunno what to say.

whenever i do something wrong my dad yells at my mom for it, so he doesnt have to yell at me, so i wont hate him, which doesnt make any fucking sense.

Posted by: mrchace October 16, 2006 08:19 pm
QUOTE (Hysterically Depressed @ Oct 8 2006, 11:39 PM)
sigh, thanks, such happy comments. I know that I have a choice, I have to make my discussions... but the fact is, through this giant climax of mistakes after mistakes.. It just left a huge scar where my self sanity use to be. And scar's heal over time... but if you lost a leg? It wouldn't grow back... Everything you guys say is so true... everything is just so true...but I cannot heal myself from what I have felt and heard and said. It's either I have to learn to live with myself by being this way the rest of my life... or ending it, taking the easy way out... which is not so easy...

Ending your life is not the answer. Thats giving up, succumbing to weekness. There are people who can help you cope with your problems, people who care. I agree, you have a fucked up life, but, so do I. I mean comeone, i was raped by my best friend as a kid, and then i ended up killing him. just imagine that on your concious.

I went and got help, saw some people, after a couple of months im feeling much better now.

consider it

Posted by: Security Corporate October 17, 2006 12:32 am
QUOTE (mrchace @ Oct 16 2006, 12:19 PM)
Ending your life is not the answer. Thats giving up, succumbing to weekness. There are people who can help you cope with your problems, people who care. I agree, you have a fucked up life, but, so do I. I mean comeone, i was raped by my best friend as a kid, and then i ended up killing him. just imagine that on your concious.

I went and got help, saw some people, after a couple of months im feeling much better now.

consider it


Are you fucking serious? Howcome you never told me that? Well whatever, to each his own, I'm not that special anyway.

But, see what happened to you is different. At least your situation is, I'm not sure how to say it, but a little more "straight foward" than that of Depressed. Like, at one point your problem sort of ended, while Depressed is ongoing for a while.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 17, 2006 12:40 am
QUOTE (Nikku @ Oct 16 2006, 06:24 PM)
iliketoblowzombiesheadoff:
Your dad doesnt sound all too bad, give him another chance.

yeah... he resembles me alot. We are really in heavy comparison.
He's year of the monkey, im year of the monkey, hes a math freak, im one too.
But he buys it when its OK for him.

I just think he gets really annoying when we dont wanna go somewhere but he does.
And he gets mad QUICK. Hes shorttempered.


And, holy shit, chace, are you serious??
arent you supposed to be in prison???

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 17, 2006 01:20 am
You should be really greatful that your father wants to spend time with you. Some dads don't even care about their childern.

Posted by: Security Corporate October 17, 2006 01:31 am

My dad is coming home from a business trip tomorrow. And thank goodness, at least I'll have something to look foward to. My bitch "mother" is going on another one of her rants again. Just today she said that I "wasn't human". Get a load of that. I was going to go downstairs to help my brother with his homework, then she chatises me for not talking to him. I can't help him now because she won't let me. I admit that I'm not good with kids, and I dont want to have children because I dont have the motivation to take care of them. But that doesn't mean I deserve my "mother's" caustic comments.

Fucking whiney bitch, leave me the fuck alone. Go back to fucking Asia or wherever the hell your kind is from.

Posted by: mrchace October 17, 2006 02:41 am
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Oct 17 2006, 12:32 AM)
QUOTE (mrchace @ Oct 16 2006, 12:19 PM)
Ending your life is not the answer. Thats giving up, succumbing to weekness. There are people who can help you cope with your problems, people who care. I agree, you have a fucked up life, but, so do I. I mean comeone, i was raped by my best friend as a kid, and then i ended up killing him. just imagine that on your concious.

I went and got help, saw some people, after a couple of months im feeling much better now.

consider it


Are you fucking serious? Howcome you never told me that? Well whatever, to each his own, I'm not that special anyway.

But, see what happened to you is different. At least your situation is, I'm not sure how to say it, but a little more "straight foward" than that of Depressed. Like, at one point your problem sort of ended, while Depressed is ongoing for a while.

HAHA I killed a kid, his parents will never see him graduate, he will never have kids or get married. By killing him i've killed infinate other people.


yeah my problem just ended /sarcasm

stfu n00b

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 17, 2006 04:30 am
Hmm... depressed, i think youre right.

although, to tell you the truth, I dont like BOTH of them anymore.
I just, cant explain it.... its been a long time. I dunno why i dont like my parents.

and, chace, be careful.
Or are you just joking with us?


And SC, is that a stepmom or birthmom???

Posted by: Security Corporate October 17, 2006 04:47 am
QUOTE (mrchace @ Oct 16 2006, 06:41 PM)
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Oct 17 2006, 12:32 AM)
QUOTE (mrchace @ Oct 16 2006, 12:19 PM)
Ending your life is not the answer. Thats giving up, succumbing to weekness. There are people who can help you cope with your problems, people who care. I agree, you have a fucked up life, but, so do I. I mean comeone, i was raped by my best friend as a kid, and then i ended up killing him. just imagine that on your concious.

I went and got help, saw some people, after a couple of months im feeling much better now.

consider it


Are you fucking serious? Howcome you never told me that? Well whatever, to each his own, I'm not that special anyway.

But, see what happened to you is different. At least your situation is, I'm not sure how to say it, but a little more "straight foward" than that of Depressed. Like, at one point your problem sort of ended, while Depressed is ongoing for a while.

HAHA I killed a kid, his parents will never see him graduate, he will never have kids or get married. By killing him i've killed infinate other people.


yeah my problem just ended /sarcasm

stfu n00b


That's not what I fucking meant. I said it SORT of ended. The ordeal is still eating at you, but not as "openly" as Depressed! It's hard to explain Chace, sheesh, calm your damn self.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 17, 2006 06:47 am
Chace, I'm sorry you got raped, I'm sorry you killed the kid. I'm sorry that you had to grow up with shit like that. But you didn't need to compare are signifcant sadness to one another. I'm having a bad time with God. Your still reminising about your dark times of the past...It doesn't matter who has it the worst, all in all, were just another brick in the wall. But don't compare are agony, are tears, are outbursts of pain, are suffering, are outlasting emotions, are outcrys, falling to are knees, are screaming at the heavens, are depression, are fatigue at life, are shattered hearts.... It's not worth it...
I cannot feel your pain Chace,
because it is your own.
I will wish you my apologies, and how sorry I am for you.
But misery is unqie to the indivduals.
We cannot compare...

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 17, 2006 06:49 am
::Sorry for Double::
Because what kind of world would we live in...
if we did?

Posted by: Elite viking October 17, 2006 10:17 am
It's not a contest. Having the worst life is not something to struggle for, or tell people to shut the fuck up for not seeing it the same way you do.



I personally think I'm having it pretty good. I have depressions at times, but they are rare and pass quickly.
But a lot of my friends are going through heavy stuff. Cutting up their wrists, things like that. And I'm really helpless in those situations. Because it feels like there is not a fucking thing in the world I can do to help them.


Posted by: mrchace October 17, 2006 12:05 pm
QUOTE (Hysterically Depressed @ Oct 17 2006, 06:47 AM)
Chace, I'm sorry you got raped, I'm sorry you killed the kid. I'm sorry that you had to grow up with shit like that. But you didn't need to compare are signifcant sadness to one another. I'm having a bad time with God. Your still reminising about your dark times of the past...It doesn't matter who has it the worst, all in all, were just another brick in the wall. But don't compare are agony, are tears, are outbursts of pain, are suffering, are outlasting emotions, are outcrys, falling to are knees, are screaming at the heavens, are depression, are fatigue at life, are shattered hearts.... It's not worth it...
I cannot feel your pain Chace,
because it is your own.
I will wish you my apologies, and how sorry I am for you.
But misery is unqie to the indivduals.
We cannot compare...

What i was getting at depressed, is though your right, our pain is significant, but, but regardless fo what caused it, you need to realize that its not worth your life.

They are both at fault, they are both the hands of the devil trying to lead you astray from the path you are meant to take. you have but a few years untill you can spread your wings and fly away to somplace new, shedding them from your life forever.

Posted by: Nikku October 17, 2006 06:24 pm
im still confused, mr chace did you really haev that happen to you

Posted by: mrchace October 17, 2006 10:27 pm
QUOTE (Nikku @ Oct 17 2006, 06:24 PM)
im still confused, mr chace did you really haev that happen to you

Yeah, but thats not the point.

Posted by: hunter October 17, 2006 11:14 pm
WTF YOU GOT RAPED? WTF? THat cant be true!

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- October 17, 2006 11:29 pm
QUOTE (hunter @ Oct 17 2006, 05:14 PM)
WTF YOU GOT RAPED? WTF? THat cant be true!

How could that not be true? I, as well as Chase, was sexually assaulted before. huh.gif Though I didn't know he was as well...

sarcasm/ Hey, Chase, we have something in common./sarcasm

Posted by: mrchace October 18, 2006 12:27 am
Oh yes, its possible.

it was a guy.

Sorry christ, i know how it feels.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 18, 2006 01:28 am
I understand what your saying Chace, and I'm sorry I was kind of forward... mabye a bit to foward... But, I know, in the future there is a life great out there. Probably, something that will make me smile. But from what I have heard and have been taught and what I have felt. I can't see myself being around that long, I think.

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r October 18, 2006 04:50 am
so you killed him? i mean the raped part everyone is unsure about, but i cant really believe that you killed a guy.

Posted by: Security Corporate October 18, 2006 07:59 am

I believe Chace is telling the truth. Although I have to admit that the part where you killed him leaves me a little skeptical. But it could have been self defense you know. That's completely understandable.

Posted by: mrchace October 18, 2006 12:38 pm
Its even harder to believe if you knew me in person.

Posted by: mrchace October 18, 2006 08:20 pm
excuse the double post


I went and signed up for group therapy, i wonder how thats going to turn out.

Posted by: hunter October 18, 2006 08:42 pm
that is fucking not good guys im really sorry to hear stuff like that, you dont realise things like that actually happen sad.gif really sorry man!

Posted by: Nikku October 19, 2006 02:41 am
whoa.


Rave:

I'm scared, shitless. My uncle just died, we were close as shit, we even looked a like. But I'm scared becuase i saw my cousin, and then it hit me. My parents could die any secound, any day. And I don't know about some of you, but i would be pretty fucked up if one of my parents died... even tho we have our differences. I feel so bad for my cousin, I haven't been too school in 3 days and tommrow im gonna have to, even tho my uncle just died tonight. I'm so confused right now. And no, im not asking for you sympathy and what not, just trying to make some of you guys think about what if one of your parents all of sudden, passed out, and died 4 days later?

Posted by: mrchace October 19, 2006 02:47 am
THIS WORLD IS FUCKED

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 19, 2006 04:30 am
Yes, it is...
But you can choose to ignore the fact, and be happy for your short enternal bliss.

Or you can accept it, not be as happy... but understand that your destiny no matter who you are.. lies there.

Are destiny is to die,
And die alone.

Posted by: mrchace October 19, 2006 12:40 pm
Blow the last candle out. Let the wax harden
I wish I could stop crying. And I wish that someone still loved me
Just breathe and focus. How can I when the air is so cold and empty,
That my lungs froze right in my chest.
I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture
And the smiles are so difficult to fake.
What do I have to do, or who do I have to kill, to get what I want. What I need
Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without, nothing pleases me.
And I can never be satiated.
Through this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes,
Fuck up the only things that I love.
I watched my aspirations crashing to the ground, on the backs of the angels that I've slain.
But I meant so well, I tried so hard, gave everything in my soul, to what end, to what end
Desolation, desire, exhale, pass away.

Posted by: Elite viking October 19, 2006 04:17 pm
Carpe diem. Seize the day.

There are so insanely many things that could go wrong at any given moment. Blood clots, heart attack, seizure...
You can't go and think about it. I've done it sometimes, and it freaks me out.

Even if it's cruel and brute, one's just going to accept that things happen. I could die the next day, even when I'm asleep, but I can't let that stop me from living life.

Posted by: Equalizer October 19, 2006 08:23 pm
QUOTE (Elite viking @ Oct 19 2006, 04:17 PM)
Carpe diem. Seize the day.

There are so insanely many things that could go wrong at any given moment. Blood clots, heart attack, seizure...
You can't go and think about it. I've done it sometimes, and it freaks me out.

Even if it's cruel and brute, one's just going to accept that things happen. I could die the next day, even when I'm asleep, but I can't let that stop me from living life.

Got a good point there, Viking. It can be scary to think about. I even freaked out at one stage in my life while thinking about that kind of stuff...

Posted by: mrchace October 19, 2006 08:33 pm
Update:


couple days ago, the only girl i really loved since katie ((those who've been here awhile know who im talking about)) dumped me for another guy. its really complicated, just assume you would have made the same decision if the same events transpired. I thought nothing of it untill i had a dream

Petes girlfriend broke up with him at the exact same time laura broke up with me ((the girl i was talking about))

I had a dream him and I were walking, we were talking about how much he loved ada ((The girl that broke up with him)) and their relationship in general, he dissapeared and i read on a wall what i read yesterday in the bathroom, "Live life easy, with no regrets" and it hit me, that wasnt pete at all it was me.

So, I freaked out today, I oded on nyquil and blacked out most of the day, when I realied wtf was going on it was lunch, my arms were on fire, there were cuts all over them, i freaked out, i couldnt breath, if my friend chelsea wasnt there for me, i would have passed out. laura and I talked, she still loves me, i can see it in here eyes, and she hates seeing me like this, i can see the pain in her face. It was a hard decision for her to pick sam, they dated for three years before hand and broke up for some dumb reason, he apologized and she decided to go back out with him. theres just something about the way she looks at me, i cant help but think shes going to realize she made a mistake and come back to me.

i cant keep typing, my hand hurts so bad...my arms are still on fire

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- October 19, 2006 09:52 pm
OD on Nyquil? Arms on fire? Not to be an ass or anything, but...why? huh.gif It's not like it'll make your situation any better. Don't dare say I wouldn't understand, or I'll e-slap you. wink.gif

Posted by: mrchace October 19, 2006 10:40 pm
QUOTE (-=Chris Redfield=- @ Oct 19 2006, 09:52 PM)
OD on Nyquil? Arms on fire? Not to be an ass or anything, but...why? huh.gif It's not like it'll make your situation any better. Don't dare say I wouldn't understand, or I'll e-slap you. wink.gif

rofl, when you OD on nyquil, your too tired to care or think. when i blacked out i woke up with the cuts, i didnt do them counciously. i didnt go "hey lets go against everything i believe in and cut up my arms"

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- October 19, 2006 11:28 pm
Well, that's how you made it out to be. You must have some mean friends if they cut your arms. I'll leave it at that. ohmy.gif

Posted by: mrchace October 19, 2006 11:51 pm
No, i think i did cut them, i just didnt realize what i was doing because i was blacked out

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r October 20, 2006 04:32 am
if you guys think about it, in a few years when we're like 30 or 40 somethin years old, we're gonna be the ones runnin the world. so like, its gonna be ours for us to control basically.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 20, 2006 04:59 am
*Response to the few other posts made by chace and them*
Wow, It sucks to lose someone you love.
Its a hard thing to accept.
But, I lost my grandma on my dad's side, and I really didnt feel bad. Just shocked.
I think its because im not so close to her. Or.. I dont realize well...
Well, the most painful death I heard of was my Grandpa on mom's side.
He was.... just... a very good man... best grandpa yet..
A GREAT chef, a retired boxer, a very nice person. He even made slingshots for me and my cousin. But, we didnt use them for danger. Just for throwing rocks at the sea. I felt so sad, because he died, and we werent there. He was distant, we were distant. I didnt get to attend the funeral, cause I had school, and I cant travel.
I wasnt also so close to him too. I was a careless young man before, and I was a very ignorant DUMBASS. I just remembered what my short experience with him. Yes its short, but so many things happened.
Days go by, quick.

I'll never forget his death.

*Brasil's post*
Consider me as a SINGLE FOREVA!! Im not gay, but I want to be alone. Thats all I want to be. Like my uncle biggrin.gif And hes not gay.
So, I'll probably be like myself right now, but with greater knowledge. biggrin.gif
We'll be commandin people, and the greater people above us will be DRIED OUT AND BE OLDDDDD!!! tongue.gif
Days go by, quick.
Next thing you know we're 40 yearolds tomorrow. We'll never know.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 20, 2006 07:13 am
Heh, it's funny.. these very words I type.. right now I could have a heartattack and die.

Posted by: Equalizer October 20, 2006 12:50 pm
Yeah, but it's very unlikely.

Wow Chace, cutting your arms when you blacked out. That must be really strrange... otherwise the obvious alternative is someone did it to you, as someone must've pointed out by now...

Posted by: mrchace October 20, 2006 10:04 pm
Yeah, im really against cutting, like 200%. it really depressed me.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 21, 2006 01:35 am
I use to cut, but I had to stop because it was becoming to obvious that I was.

Posted by: Equalizer October 21, 2006 12:39 pm
I never cut myself.

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r October 21, 2006 01:39 pm
most of the time you people cut yerselves for the attention. dont tell me its for art, cuz i barely see the artisticness in it.

Posted by: Equalizer October 21, 2006 03:19 pm
There is no artisticness in it.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 21, 2006 06:14 pm
I thought, cutting was only for EMO people. But i was labeling. There i go again..

My friend cut himself when he got a bad grade, then he stopped.

I never tried to cut, but I threw stuff to let my anger out.

Or if im sad, i endure it quickly, and go back to my normal life.

Like, when i get really affected by something, I get depressed, then forget about it after 3 days or so.
I just get into more fun stuff. Its cool.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 22, 2006 03:25 am
I will admit, I did cut myself for attention....
But I stopped after awhile, it was just to depressing for my friends.

Posted by: Security Corporate October 22, 2006 04:24 am

It's funny. Cutting yourself used to mean that you are a morbid person. Like my sister cut her wrists when she was younger because she was fascinated by the bleeding. Now it means "zomg emo!". Don't take this as an insult to you guys, because it's not. Cutting yourself doesn't make anyone any less of a person. It's a way of venting out see. It's a harmful way I will definitely not recommend, but really, it can be related to venting out your anger by playing Brainbread!

Medicine doesn't put me to sleep. Nyquil don't do shit, I even took two. This may mean that I'm a hyper person, but I'm not. I'm pretty calm, but now and then when I'm really having fun, I'll get very, very hyper.

Posted by: mrchace October 22, 2006 06:47 am
In my eyes, being a cutter is nothing to be fucking proud about, its something to be ashamed off, if you cant deal with your problems in a more constructive way. then maybe you dont deserve to live. If you dont have the brain power to think of something safer and easier to relieve stress then thats really sad. i know i fit under that catagory now, and i completly agree with everything i said, i do have something going for me though, i wasnt aware i was doing it. I still hate myself for it, and i'll never let me live it down.

Posted by: Security Corporate October 22, 2006 07:28 am

Don't say that Chace...

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 22, 2006 09:23 am
I really can't wait until this emo trend dies off... then I can finally be myself without people picking on me all the time. I also hate the fact that I see someone like me, I'll talk to them... and find out they are only in it for the fashion trend and to look cool... This age is just so damn confusing.. I don't know who I can talk to without winding up with just some other guy just trying to fit in with the crowd.

Posted by: Nikku October 22, 2006 05:36 pm
QUOTE (mrchace @ Oct 22 2006, 06:47 AM)
In my eyes, being a cutter is nothing to be fucking proud about, its something to be ashamed off, if you cant deal with your problems in a more constructive way. then maybe you dont deserve to live. If you dont have the brain power to think of something safer and easier to relieve stress then thats really sad. i know i fit under that catagory now, and i completly agree with everything i said, i do have something going for me though, i wasnt aware i was doing it. I still hate myself for it, and i'll never let me live it down.

shut up, im not a cutter but, they have problems man,

Posted by: Elite viking October 22, 2006 06:52 pm
My best friend in the whole world is a cutter. She's been depressed for a long time, going to therapy, even been to a clinique for it.

Actually I can understand why persons would want to cut themselves. It vents out things. If you can't get it out in any other way it becomes a way of "crying".

Someone writes depressive poems, other cut. But it's not something to be "ashamed" of. I've done a little bit of making cuts on my arm, not as a habit, but just to bing out the pain and see some blood.

in closing, cutting is not pitiful. It is sad that someone become so depressed they end up taking out physical pain on themselves, but to call it pitiful and a trend is bizarre. Some might do it for attention or being cool, but some people we define as emos and whiners actually have it bad.


Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r October 22, 2006 09:32 pm
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Oct 22 2006, 04:24 AM)
Cutting yourself doesn't make anyone any less of a person.

actually it does, since yer cutting up skin cells and loosing blood, yer loosing the avg amount of skin and blood that a person has, thus making you less of a person.

Posted by: Elite viking October 22, 2006 09:39 pm
oooh.

You lose and gain atoms all the time you know dry.gif

Posted by: Security Corporate October 22, 2006 11:55 pm
QUOTE (**[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r @ Oct 22 2006, 01:32 PM)
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Oct 22 2006, 04:24 AM)
Cutting yourself doesn't make anyone any less of a person.

actually it does, since yer cutting up skin cells and loosing blood, yer loosing the avg amount of skin and blood that a person has, thus making you less of a person.


Haha, that was funny. Wasn't expecting that at all! laugh.gif

Posted by: **[STARS]**BrasileiroSk8r October 23, 2006 01:25 am
biggrin.gif happy.gif

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 23, 2006 03:27 am
I agree with brasil, cutting makes you less of a person, and more of a red meaty uh... person? biggrin.gif

Instead of cutting,

WHY NOT PUNCH YOURSELF??

Bruises dont cause your skin to open but to make it soar.

Like, a punch in the face, or in the stomach, or something.
It wont make you less of a person, but you'll be injured in sadness.

Posted by: Nikku October 23, 2006 03:55 am
that was really dumb.

if you want to see blood, beat the shit out of someone

Posted by: -=Chris Redfield=- October 23, 2006 03:55 am
While we do have the rights to generalize cutters, it is still unlawful in my books. We will never be able to comprehend why some peple inflict damage onto themselves. Some say it takes away the emotional pain (Which is flat out bullshit. I don't care who you are, that is still lies. It is like putting a bandaid on a bullet wound), some do it for attention, and some may do it for some other reason. Are there still no other options that your mind can rack? It bewilders me that some people resort to such pseudo-suicidal thoughts, that they cannot just...I don't know, receive help from others. It's not about being independent, it should be about finding relief. Oh well, sorry if I'm not too clear and is just taken as a mindblowing rant. tongue.gif I don not hold a grudge or whatnot against cutters, just puzzlement.

Posted by: Hysterically Depressed October 24, 2006 03:23 am
haha thanks STARS for lightening up the mood a bit.

Posted by: mrchace October 26, 2006 02:24 am
I can lighten up the mood abit...




KaNgArOoS eAt BaBiEs FoR tHe wIn!

((thiefed from nikku the allmighty))

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 26, 2006 04:51 am
i still feel...

sad.

Posted by: mrchace October 26, 2006 08:36 pm
QUOTE (iliketoblowzombieheadsoff @ Oct 26 2006, 04:51 AM)
i still feel...

sad.

Well stop doing that, or i'll smite you with my mod powers!!!

Posted by: Keyes October 26, 2006 09:22 pm
I woulda said 'I'll stick the bancannon up your ass and hold down the trigger'...but your way works too biggrin.gif

On a more serious note...yeah, be more positive, people. Life may suck at times - and, indeed, over the past year I have discovered that this is definitely the case - but even if it's on fire, there IS light at the end of the tunnel. You've just gotta keep walkin'.

Here's something to make you happy: MY ARM'S OUTTA THE SLING! WOO! It's not as maneuverable as it used to be, but it's gonna get better. Just a matter of time.

...It would be a killer if I knew HOW MUCH time...

Posted by: Security Corporate October 26, 2006 11:23 pm

Just a few years Keyes, that's all. tongue.gif

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 27, 2006 12:08 am
This thread's too dark.
Someone brigthen it up.
Wait.. its supposed to be dark.
No its supposed to be full of steam.

And, im sorry chace, i cant laugh at baby eaters.
But i am kinda feeling good right now.

And good for you Keyes!
Hope that heals.
My finger healed, but its still bent. I hate it.

Posted by: Keyes October 27, 2006 01:23 pm
Your finger's still bent? Didn't you get a doctor to put it back in or something?

Posted by: Elite viking October 27, 2006 04:02 pm
I could bend it back for you rolleyes.gif


Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 28, 2006 01:52 am
Yes, but he said to keep it for 6 weeks.
Then, it never came back to its old shape.
I try relocating it sometimes, but it just doesnt work.

And viking, i can do it myself.

Posted by: Security Corporate October 28, 2006 07:35 am

No, Viking meant to use a pipe wrench to relocate your finger. It hurts like a bitch, but trust me, it works all out in the end!

withyourfuckingfingertornoff

Posted by: Nikku October 28, 2006 11:38 pm
user posted image

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff October 28, 2006 11:50 pm
QUOTE (Security Corporate @ Oct 28 2006, 07:35 AM)
No, Viking meant to use a pipe wrench to relocate your finger. It hurts like a bitch, but trust me, it works all out in the end!

withyourfuckingfingertornoff

blink.gif

Posted by: mrchace October 29, 2006 11:22 pm
user posted image

Posted by: Elite viking October 30, 2006 07:07 pm
*pokes kitten*
Mwhahaaaa ph34r.gif

Posted by: mrchace October 30, 2006 10:09 pm
QUOTE (Elite viking @ Oct 30 2006, 07:07 PM)
*pokes kitten*
Mwhahaaaa ph34r.gif

Dont poke the carcasses of dead kittens

Posted by: mrchace November 09, 2006 01:41 pm
You know what pisses me off so bad i just want to kill everything that moves?




Im grounded



AGAIN!


omfg im so pissed off non of you could fathom

and i feel guilty allways comeing back and leaving again...


im really sorry guys

Posted by: mrmicky November 09, 2006 07:12 pm
Same liek a cuple of headshots maybe even some armshots possibley a legshot anything just wanna kill them!

Posted by: Security Corporate November 10, 2006 07:16 pm
QUOTE (mrchace @ Nov 9 2006, 05:41 AM)
You know what pisses me off so bad i just want to kill everything that moves?




Im grounded



AGAIN!


omfg im so pissed off non of you could fathom

and i feel guilty allways comeing back and leaving again...


im really sorry guys


Your parents are fucking retarded dude. But don't worry, I shall save you! Huzzah! cool.gif

*Rappels down a helicopter, but ends up falling into a sewer ditch.*

Posted by: Equalizer November 10, 2006 09:34 pm
*rescues SC from the sewer ditch* Holy hell, what did they put in there!? Stench grenades?

EDIT: Ah, too bad Chace... grounded again? sad.gif

Posted by: Elite viking November 10, 2006 11:53 pm
You are grounded, like...every two days or something?
Nothing to feel guilty about. As long as you return long enough to make a post or two before going off it's fine with me wink.gif

Get back soon!

Posted by: Security Corporate November 11, 2006 09:44 am

Shall I put a vial's worth of zombie infection in their water supply? I'll call Chace, tell him to wait the zombie plague out on the roof of his house, then we'll pick him up by helicopter.

Posted by: Elite viking December 19, 2006 10:44 am
Is anyone really okay in here? I've been here for wuite a while, I've seen as good as every member make posts about big problems in their lives. At first I was pretty shocked at how big the problems seemed to be, and how it could be that almost everyone was feeling a bit down.

Now in the late months things have been spiralling down for me as well...I've been depressed, crying more than usual, I've felt very cold emotionally. At times I've inflicted pain to myself to just see that I could still feel anything. My best friend, the one I cre the most about in thwe whole world, has been severely depressed, she has acutally tried killing herself twice. Her arms are real messed up from cutting. I guess it has infected me or something.


So I'm going to repeat my question: Do we have an Ironoak member not going through problems, not feeling sad at the moment?

Posted by: mallic December 19, 2006 01:15 pm
lol you live in a repetitive world known as earth and that is enough to bring anyone down. (and to those of you whome may be aliens and not actually living on this planet, BEAM ME UP SCOTTIE happy.gif)

and as to answer your question, aside from being clinicly insane I'm fine. (I say this because i have a strong urge to kill everything at my school and rip their intestines out and make them eats them do to the lack of intelligence where I live)

Posted by: Security Corporate December 19, 2006 01:53 pm

I too am going through a low right now. Not depression or anything, but I'm just a lot more downtrodden than usual. I also have a cold, which doesn't help much.

Posted by: gordon_frohman December 19, 2006 01:59 pm
well im kinda psyched for christmas and that , and i constentaly keep myself positive , but with a dad that gets drunk every weekend and stuff , it makes christmas abit non joyfull , but lets see , my sisters are coming home so i hope he does not drink that much

Posted by: Keyes December 19, 2006 09:27 pm
I'm going through a bit of a low-stage at the moment, but that's been going on for a year now and so much has happened to me, I'm just getting on with things.

The reason behind everyone seeming low could be seasonal depression - it's pretty much what it says on the package, the affected people suffering from mood changes with the season. Apparently, people suffer from depression in winter because of the lack of daylight :S

If anyone's an actual councillor, feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.

Posted by: gordon_frohman December 19, 2006 09:38 pm
thats it !

[SIZE=7][COLOR=red] EAT MORE VITAMIN C AND YOUR MOOD WILL SPRING ![SIZE=7][COLOR=red]

Posted by: Lundquist December 19, 2006 09:47 pm
Viking

You ask tough questions mate smile.gif Its a rough kinda time for everyone, the christmas season, for me i'm a bit 'bah humbug' about all the BS and commersialism that goes on around this time of year. All the same damn christmas songs that have been played every fookin xmas for the last 20 years. It depresses the hell out of me. Everyone wandering around trying to be full of christmas cheer, i don't know what they are full of but it aint christmasy and it aint good cheer.

More generally, shit man, we live in a crappy world. I've lived through depression, i call it 'My Finest Hour' smile.gif It was only a couple of years ago, fell out with all my friends, family, stopped going out, stopped eating, eventually stopped getting out bed. This was while i was in my 2nd year of uni. I had to be medicated in the end for a long time just to get me to complete my course.

Heh, but i'm still here and things get better, i started feeling better. Had some help and support from my family and my few surviving friends and i've come out of things well. I can tell you that (despite what you might have heard) life gets better, especially after you move out of your parents house and get your own place.

University is the way to go gentlemen, more fun than you can shake a stick at smile.gif

anyway i apologise for rambling on, i know most of you don't know me, so likely won't really value my opinion all that much, but thats okay.

Peace out gentlemen
Enjoy life while you can, you're a long time dead smile.gif
Lund

ps. i hate to say it but frohman is right, eating green shit is good for you and helps improve your mood, if you can't get green shit then some multivits will do.

Posted by: hunter December 19, 2006 10:25 pm
QUOTE (Elite viking @ Dec 19 2006, 09:44 AM)
Is anyone really okay in here? I've been here for wuite a while, I've seen as good as every member make posts about big problems in their lives. At first I was pretty shocked at how big the problems seemed to be, and how it could be that almost everyone was feeling a bit down.

Now in the late months things have been spiralling down for me as well...I've been depressed, crying more than usual, I've felt very cold emotionally. At times I've inflicted pain to myself to just see that I could still feel anything. My best friend, the one I cre the most about in thwe whole world, has been severely depressed, she has acutally tried killing herself twice. Her arms are real messed up from cutting. I guess it has infected me or something.


So I'm going to repeat my question: Do we have an Ironoak member not going through problems, not feeling sad at the moment?

I have absolutley no problems in my life. Nothing majorly bad like anything of what ive heard from you guys has ever happened to me. Mum and dad are fine and well, they havent split up, i get on with them and the rest of my family. I have never been depressed or self harmed. Dont think im bragging cos im not, i feel sorry for you guys.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff December 21, 2006 02:03 am
(Replied late due to not reading Viking's post carefully)

Kinda feeling a bit pissed, because I ruined my reputation at my debate.
I was stuttering alot, I didn't think hard enough and didn't get to say my arguments, and most of all, I'm now known as a shy dumbass guy.
But we won the debate.
Yay!

I'm just scared that people might know me as a shy man and not be social with me.

edit:
Problem # 2 removed, because all I had to do was restart my comp.
How dumb of me.

Posted by: GaMeRT1 February 08, 2007 05:06 pm
Forum raves! Bringin em back! i know my life sucks badly lately, just cant think of anything to rant about smile.gif
OH YEAH
Best friends boyfriend = jealous freak who wont let me talk to her hmmm said *name* touches herself at night on a myspace like site
Boyfriend replies
Who the hell are you to tell her that she touches herself at night?

Posted by: Keyes February 08, 2007 05:17 pm
QUOTE (GaMeRT1 @ February 08, 2007 05:06 pm)
Forum raves! Bringin em back! i know my life sucks badly lately, just cant think of anything to rant about smile.gif
OH YEAH
Best friends boyfriend = jealous freak who wont let me talk to her hmmm said *name* touches herself at night on a myspace like site
Boyfriend replies
Who the hell are you to tell her that she touches herself at night?

Your best mate's boyfriend sounds a little paranoid blink.gif I don't really care if my girlfriend's mates say stuff like that, it's funny as hell tbh biggrin.gif But yeah, he probably feels threatened by your closeness to his girlfriend.

Posted by: hunter February 08, 2007 06:29 pm
QUOTE (GaMeRT1 @ February 08, 2007 04:06 pm)
Forum raves! Bringin em back! i know my life sucks badly lately, just cant think of anything to rant about smile.gif
OH YEAH
Best friends boyfriend = jealous freak who wont let me talk to her hmmm said *name* touches herself at night on a myspace like site
Boyfriend replies
Who the hell are you to tell her that she touches herself at night?

LOL my best friend who is a girl goes out with one of my friends who is considered a best friend! Its all good biggrin.gif

Posted by: GaMeRT1 February 09, 2007 12:50 am
lol nice? i think.. lol

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff February 09, 2007 01:25 am
Have you met this girl before than his bf??
Just tell him he also deserves to know because she's your friend. Bestfriend.
You deserve to know her ... problems. personal life. whatever.

Posted by: Security Corporate February 16, 2007 02:09 am

w00t, I have a retarded ass bitch for a mother. Get this:

She calls me spoiled, so I'm like ok, I don't really care what you call me. And she says thats what kids of America are like, rotten and spoiled. Seriously, what kind of fucking dumbass do you have be to make such a stupid comment like that? I already didn't care if she called me crap, so I'm really concentrating on that piece of wording.

If you don't like this country, leave then you stupid bitch. I don't need you. Hell, I think I'd be better off without you! Family income might get chopped in half, we may lose the house, I don't care, so long if her dumbshit ass is out of my way.

Faggots.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff February 16, 2007 06:28 am
Hmm, she's pretty much stereotyping kids here, but yes, the majority of kids here are spoiled and rotten. Well... all I think is that they lack respect.
But, wow, she would really say that to you?? That's really annoying. I'd call her a bitch ass faggot too. She's pretty worse than my mom, and my mom is that stressed out, crazed mom.

Posted by: Elite viking February 16, 2007 01:26 pm
+respect if you call her a "bitch ass faggot" to her face biggrin.gif
But seriously, she sounds real retarded. There's no point in generalizing. To say that "all women are fat" or something like that doesn't win an argument, it tells your contestant that you're an idiot.


Posted by: Zombie Assassin March 16, 2007 02:21 am
I hope i didnt go over month... It was only 31 days.


Dude, BrainBread's is becoming less popular. AND BB:S IS NOT OUT DAMNIT!!!


SC, I love all living creatures damnit (NOT IN ROMANTIC WAY), And if you havent already, i advise you to stay with your mom. She doesnt deserve this, my mom is even worse. But things are going ok.

Posted by: gordon_frohman March 16, 2007 04:45 pm
lets hope bb:s comes out in summer tongue.gif when i have much less time to play games ,,,

Posted by: Security Corporate March 17, 2007 01:57 am

Bumping sticky threads is ok.
Bumping threads that you made yourself is ok.
Bumping work in progress map/model/skin threads is ok.
Bumping normal threads less than a month old is ok.

Is there anything I missed?

Posted by: mallic March 17, 2007 02:14 am
lolz sc is teh backzors

and btw you want me to go chainsaw ninja on jo mom X )

Posted by: Security Corporate March 17, 2007 03:15 am
QUOTE (mallic @ March 16, 2007 06:14 pm)
lolz sc is teh backzors

and btw you want me to go chainsaw ninja on jo mom X )


Yup yup yup, I'm baaaaack. And nah, don't do that mallic, it'd be too messy.

Posted by: gordon_frohman March 18, 2007 04:39 pm
more cleaning than meaning....

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff April 02, 2007 12:07 am
I have a problem right nowwwwwww.


Finally found the problem with my mom.
She assumes wayyyyyyyyy too much of what I do or what will I do or things I've done wrong.
She won't pause and think at all. What a bitch.

And, right now I am addicted to the computer playing a lot of 9dragons.
But I'm not as addicted as my brother(22 year old guy who has almost no life) playing DOTA in Warcraft 3. He never eats, he ignores his girlfriend, he ignores everyone else.
But, you see, he never gets in trouble. Even if he has done so much things that I can't even count them all anymore. Well I still remember some.
He was playing DoTA and my mom comes in and asks her to buy something at a store.
He just says "yes" and kept on playing.
It was near my mother's birthday that time, and she said if he did the favor, that'll be his present for her. But, still my brother ignored her and kept playing.
My dad arrived home and we didn't have dinner. So my dad, who is tired from work, goes out and buys the things. My brother on the other hand, was just getting ready to leave. He dressed very long just to look glamorous. But then he found out my dad was already buying the crap, he goes back playing dota.
Now, after all this crap, he still didn't get in trouble. My parents remained nice to him. WHAT THE FUCK?

When I play excessively, I get in trouble. I get in trouble all the time. My sister had to shout at me. What the fucking fuck is up with that shit?! I'm fucking annoyed. I mean cmon now. That's all my brother does. He never does chores, nor eats in time. Its as if he's not even a brother anymore. He's the oldest in the family.
But me, I still wash the dishes, I still get good grades, I still eat my dinner right, and I'm the one getting fucking in trouble?! THAT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT.
Fuck man. Why the fuck do they fucking do this to me?!

bottom line: My parents don't get angry at my brother even if he ignores us. A complete stranger. BUT they get angry and insane at me even if I'm much closer to them. I never ignore them. But I'm starting to lose my trust to them.

Posted by: Security Corporate April 11, 2007 08:47 am

Well here's some slightly pessimistic thinking:

Maybe they gave up on him awhile ago, and the reason why they get mad at you for overplaying is because they don't want you turning out like him. To be honest, this makes most sense to me. I'm not saying what your parents are doing is right, because it isnt (it's complete bullshit), but I'm just trying to fight some justification for it.

My advice: Don't lose your trust with them just yet. Go talk it out with your parents, although I suggest you speak to your dad first, since he doesn't seem to get mad as easily as your mother (reminds me of my family). Tell him the problems you are having and try to get an explanation out of him. It's only fair.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff April 13, 2007 08:01 am
Hmmmmm....
I read through your response, and now it seems more clear to me.
Thanks SC.

To tell you the truth, I feel really shy talking to my parents, especially my dad. Seems like I'm becoming a stranger toward him too...
I'm more closer to my mom than my dad.


Posted by: mallic April 21, 2007 04:14 am
Ok well my family has gone to hell in a hand basket. My parents argue all the fucking time, my 20 year old brother keeps swearing out my mom and calling her bullshit, my little brother is the spawn of satan himself, and my whole family decides its a good idea to bitch about me about every fucking thing they hate about each other and all gang up on me when I tell them the sensible thing to do. If this bullshit keeps up I am going to go nuts and start killing people left and right! ARG IM SO FUCKING SICK OF MY BULLSHIT EXISTENCE

Posted by: Keyes April 21, 2007 11:58 am
Move out! Tis always the logical solution.

...Wait, what age is the legal leaving-home age in the States?

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff April 21, 2007 09:52 pm
21 , I think.
Or 18 when you start college since your getting a dorm and stuff.

Poor mallic, it happens to me too and I sometimes just want to kill them.
But, I guess yours is worse. ohmy.gif

Posted by: Tanker April 22, 2007 02:58 am
ive been getting that for as long as i can remember... it doesnt phase me anymore... dont worry after a while your mind will start to believe that yelling is how everybody is suppose to talk to you and youll just begin to ignore it...

Posted by: mallic April 22, 2007 03:29 am
bullshit ill go nuts and kill em all

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff April 22, 2007 07:02 am
That'll make it worse.


Get away from them for a whole day or something. You'll forget about it, but things will be different from normal.

Posted by: mallic April 22, 2007 08:14 am
doesn't work they bitch at me for not being there and then all the fucking garbage adds up (muh job to take out recycleing and garbage) and animals dont get fed (also my job) and i get bitched at cause i complain that they wont get off their lazy mother fucking asses and empty it while im gone

Posted by: Security Corporate May 17, 2007 01:31 am

Ok, so I've been recently promoted to an officer rank (Ensign) and position in my NJROTC unit. Yay right? Not really. I got the gayest job ever. I'm the Academic Team Commander. Woop-de-fuckin do. I didn't get any of the jobs I applied for, and best of all, a fucking freshman took the rank/job I wanted (Master Chief Petty Officer of the Company). I get to master the art of the pencil! Holy fucking shit in a chicken basket.

Granted, Ensign is an officer rank and is higher than Master Chief Petty Officer of the Company, but I like the second option because it's more down to earth. But see, its not really the rank part I'm mad about, because either one is fine, but my job sucks. All we do is work on knowledge on the Navy and other test happy things and compete with other schools. Wonderful. I'm kind of a nerd but must you rub it in witht his faggoty shit? Fuck you, you stupid fucking assholes.

My higher up officer compadres are idiots.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff May 17, 2007 01:44 am
I'm sorry, but I really don't understand what NJROTC is, and what your job is about. Are you going to sit down on a desk all day and write???

Sorry to make it worse, but I'd like to know your problem and actually try to solve it.

Posted by: Security Corporate May 17, 2007 02:01 am

JROTC means Junior Reserve Officers Training Corps. It's a military course/elective that you can take in high school if your high school has it. They come in Marine, Navy, Army, or Air Force flavors. I'm in an NJROTC unit, meaning Navy. The classes are taught by retired officers and other soldiers.

I'm a sophomore who just started in it this school year, and I was a lower ranking cadet for most of the year, but after taking and passing OCS (Officer's Candidate School), I'm now an officer. An Ensign (Naval equivilent to Second Lieutenant in the Army) to be exact.

And when I say job, it means jobs within the unit, like Sea and Land Training Team Commander, Orienteering Team Commander, Color Guard Commander, and others, but the gayest one that requires the least activity is Academic Team Commander, which I unfortunately got. For fuck's sake, I already write enough in my advanced classes, now I have to write some MORE. This sucks ass. dry.gif

Posted by: mallic May 17, 2007 01:08 pm
AHAHAHA take that ya faggoty dancing nerd X ) jk

hey did you buy a yearbook since they came out yesterday ?

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff May 18, 2007 03:29 am
WOW, such a constructive and helpful reply from mallic.... dry.gif

Posted by: mallic May 18, 2007 01:18 pm
lol sorry he made me dance in class

Posted by: Security Corporate May 18, 2007 11:59 pm

Hehe, deal with it you whore. Besides, Renassaince dancing fits you perfectly! laugh.gif

Posted by: mallic May 19, 2007 01:06 am
hey just because i ACTUALLY do midevil fighting doesnt meen i like the dancing ... plus im so big i kept hitting the fucking desks and am taller then my partner so i had to slouch

and for those that doubt my midevil funness
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Posted by: hunter May 19, 2007 01:11 am
Oh thats just immense!

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff May 19, 2007 02:09 am
Warrrr.
This may be too offtopic, and mallic don't take offense, but I think I'd laugh my ass off seeing Mallic doing a renaissance dance. laugh.gif

Posted by: mallic May 19, 2007 06:05 am
lol not EVER going to happen outside of school EVER
and that shit hurts i have a big ass bruise on my back from someone cracking a hammer where a plate of my armor came loose

dude you all should join the groups that do this stuff google sca

Posted by: Security Corporate May 23, 2007 07:48 pm

I hate my life.

Posted by: hunter May 23, 2007 08:16 pm
Why you have loads of good friends! Well i hope you conisder me a friend! biggrin.gif

Posted by: gordon_frohman May 23, 2007 08:35 pm
SC...

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best advice ever !

Posted by: Security Corporate May 24, 2007 04:19 am

Aw thanks you guys. I appreciate it, but friends ain't my problem. The girl I've liked for like 2 years is. Not bad like the way I'm making it sound.. agh, it's hard to explain...

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff May 24, 2007 05:12 am
Cheer up dawg, and try to set your mind to a new habit, not worrying bout your love.
Its called moving on, but this time you hafta pressure yourself to do so. Its a fast easy way to get away from those depressions.

Posted by: Keyes May 24, 2007 07:12 pm
QUOTE (Ari @ May 24, 2007 04:19 am)
Aw thanks you guys. I appreciate it, but friends ain't my problem. The girl I've liked for like 2 years is. Not bad like the way I'm making it sound.. agh, it's hard to explain...

Dude, if you've liked a girl for two years and nothing's happening, you need to move on. Hell, after 6 months it's time to move on. Being stuck on one girl just screws things up for you.

Posted by: hunter May 24, 2007 09:12 pm
With some girls you cant just "move on" i know the feeling.

Posted by: mrmicky May 24, 2007 11:02 pm
i may only be 15 but i know that feeling too going through that atm sad.gif

Posted by: Keyes May 24, 2007 11:41 pm
Okay, for all you guys trying to get over a girl - yeah, it's a difficult task, and pretty painful too. I'm not talking only about break-ups, I'm also talking about the girl you always liked but you knew you never stood a chance. As a peer counsellor and someone with a little life experience, I can give you a few recommendations. Take it or leave it, it's up to you:

Don't take up a habit to try helping you through it (I mean stuff like smoking and drinking - I never used drinking as a way of coping, but smoking...well, it's costing me shitloads a week and has affected my endurance slightly). If you really want something to cost you a bomb without actually helping you sort out your problems, then a habit or addiction is your best bet.

Keep your friends close - if anything, they're the best people to turn to when things have gone down the pan. Sometimes, they can give the best advice for dealing with your situation, and if you have some really solid friends, they'll be there to drag you onto your feet if you go down.

Give it a while before you go into another relationship - a month, maybe two is good. I've watched rebound relationships and...well, it's incredibly messy when the end comes, and it can screw things up even more.

Now, I can say now, you're not the only ones having to deal with girls. I just finished my relationship, after things fell apart pretty rapidly and I realised that with a shitload of life-changing exams coming up, I do NOT need this kind of crap. Not now. So I think that it's best that it's finished. Just gotta get through it.

So remember the advice, and if you think you need something more solid, talk to a counsellor or therapist - or, failing that, your friends.

Wow, my posts seem to be getting bigger. Hope it helps.

Posted by: mallic May 25, 2007 03:51 pm
not to start a new topic but

GOD DAMN THE FUCKIN WARMONGERS IN CYBER NATIONS HEARTLESS BUMS MADE ME LOSE ALMOST ALL MY MONEY AND THREW ME INTO ANARCHY AND ARE PROBABLY GONNA KILL ME OFF IN ONE MORE DAY AHHHH GOD DAMN WAR MONGERS

Posted by: _CiviliaN^SoldieR_ May 27, 2007 11:58 pm
Heres a tip when you break up with your girlfriend.

Dont fuck another girl for atleast 6 months or it will haunt you for years to come, believe me.

Posted by: psychotic goth45 May 29, 2007 04:25 am
ARE U KIDDING ME thats the best part what are u smoking ur all upset but then you realize that all those girls that were off limmits like the best friend of your now X who flirted with u are fear game!

Posted by: Keyes July 02, 2007 11:10 am
I have a bit of a rant I have to get off my chest.

WHY WON'T PEOPLE STOP ASKING WHEN BB:S WILL BE RELEASED?!?

I mean, for the love of all things holy, why is it that people STILL feel the need to say stupid shit like 'when's BB:S being released?', 'where's the media pics?', and 'which is better, ZP or BB?' It's bloody annoying, and I wish that people would have the common sense to use the sodding search button instead of making a pointless new thread like 'when's this game out?' IT WILL COST YOU ABOUT A FEW SECONDS MORE THAN MAKING A NEW SODDING THREAD, YOU IDIOTS!

I may be being unreasonable here, but you've gotta admit, it is pretty annoying.

/rant

Posted by: Security Corporate July 02, 2007 12:18 pm
QUOTE (Keyes @ July 02, 2007 03:10 am)
I have a bit of a rant I have to get off my chest.

WHY WON'T PEOPLE STOP ASKING WHEN BB:S WILL BE RELEASED?!?

I mean, for the love of all things holy, why is it that people STILL feel the need to say stupid shit like 'when's BB:S being released?', 'where's the media pics?', and 'which is better, ZP or BB?' It's bloody annoying, and I wish that people would have the common sense to use the sodding search button instead of making a pointless new thread like 'when's this game out?' IT WILL COST YOU ABOUT A FEW SECONDS MORE THAN MAKING A NEW SODDING THREAD, YOU IDIOTS!

I may be being unreasonable here, but you've gotta admit, it is pretty annoying.

/rant


Dude, you're not being unreasonable at all. I would have bombed the recent person who asked "when is BB:S gonna be releases lol" if I wasn't in such a mellow mood. I know how you feel man, it really is agitating. I'm surprised Lundquist didn't bitch slap that one noob. Nice guy. laugh.gif

Posted by: Lundquist July 02, 2007 01:41 pm
i nearly did

Posted by: Keyes July 02, 2007 03:19 pm
Ah, so I'm not alone in thinking this.

Posted by: gordon_frohman July 02, 2007 03:34 pm
im thinking quite a few is NOT thinking of not doing that.

if above confuses you then its translated to " i think alot is thinking the same things you guys were"

Posted by: mrchace July 03, 2007 01:04 am
Boy, im glad I made this topic...So glad in fact, I forgot why I was angry, thus making me not angry...


Cool.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 03, 2007 03:37 am
I'm a bit mad about noobs like those too, but I gotta admit I was one of them until you guys came along. Yay. tongue.gif

It's like, it makes you mad when you know more than them.



edit:
Well, my problems are starting to show up once again...

My mom kept bugging me about taking a bath today and I tried explaining to her that I already fucking know that I fucking will. While at it, I tried telling her that she doesn't need to tell me to do something, since I'm a fucking human being that fucking thinks. My sister then bugs in, then I told her that she doesn't need to get into the fucking argument since she's just making it worse.
My mom then gets mad at me since I was talking to my sister that way. So... I tried explaining it to her. She doesn't fucking understand. What the fuck?? Instead, she gets mad at me. I'm telling you, and this is a swear, that my words were right. I said to my sister, "You... you don't need to bug in. You're making it worse.."

Well, I surely couldn't tell them that they don't understand. One reason is that, my sister thinks it's a joke, since when I was a kid, I small kid, I told them that, and they would laugh at it. I said that when I was a kid since I wasn't thinking properly. Hahaha. But things have changed. I'm grown up. I think. I'm a human being. I mean it when I say that statement. But still... what angers me is that their view of me never changed. They still think I'm that little annoying youngest boy in their family, so all the things I say they think is ridiculous.
What the fuck man? When I try to explain, they get mad, or they don't agree with my explanation.
I swear, I always end up thinking that I want to kill this family. Massacre it, and get arrested for I don't give a damn, anymore.
My mom wrapped the argument up and said I'm becoming one of the young society, and my kids will end up like me.
What, so they think that their son, who has reasons, is wrong???
I tell them the truth, the reasons out loud. They seem to not like it. I explain, but they don't seem to understand. They have a different view of me.

It feels like I'm all alone. I'm not like my sister, nor my brother. It's like this is not even my family. I'm just fucking mad right now...





edit 2:
I still don't know when I'll explain it all to them. I'm not ready.
What I'm scared of is that they won't understand, or they will get more mad.
I don't know how I'll do this. My b-day is coming up too. How will that turn out?



note:
If you won't read this since the length is too long, maybe you're feeling lazy, or you just don't care. Guess you don't have to help. I'll just think nobody will help me with my problems. Why am I even sharing this if I expect you guys won't help? Well of course, this is a rave thread, but with this length, you guys won't be reading it. Maybe I'm wrong?

Posted by: mrchace July 03, 2007 09:56 pm
What I do in your situation is this Mom says "You need to take a bath" My reply "I know, I smell like a dead dog. I'll take one before I go out" Which does two things 1)verifies that she is right, settling her 2) Shows that you are mature enough to undstand that you need to take a shower.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 03, 2007 09:57 pm
Ergh, yeah you're right... I hate to admit it but yes.

I was acting hostile to her so I produced more trouble than relieving this bloody outrage. ph34r.gif

Posted by: mrchace July 04, 2007 09:13 am
Aye, and in the end its really up to you if you take a shower or not, she'll pretty much let it lone.

Posted by: hunter July 04, 2007 05:04 pm
But i think id get a shower anyway! I love showers at least your confined from your family for a bit smile.gif

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 05, 2007 02:44 am
Well what I found out was that how dare she thinks of me.
She thinks that I'm still 5 years old and needs to be told to take showers. I'm 14 for god's sake, but she never changed on how she treats me.
So I'll have to go the hard way and show em that I ain't a boy anymore.

But how dare they act like that to me.....


Speaking of how people act to me, they also judge me by how I look.
Well what the fuck is wrong with that? They think I'm so uber smart but I'm really one of those persons who aren't so smart, but smart enough.
I judge people on their personality, and a little bit of their looks. I like getting to know them before I judge them. wink.gif

Posted by: mrchace July 07, 2007 07:41 am
QUOTE (iliketoblowzombieheadsoff @ July 05, 2007 02:44 am)
Well what I found out was that how dare she thinks of me.
She thinks that I'm still 5 years old and needs to be told to take showers. I'm 14 for god's sake, but she never changed on how she treats me.
So I'll have to go the hard way and show em that I ain't a boy anymore.

But how dare they act like that to me.....


Speaking of how people act to me, they also judge me by how I look.
Well what the fuck is wrong with that? They think I'm so uber smart but I'm really one of those persons who aren't so smart, but smart enough.
I judge people on their personality, and a little bit of their looks. I like getting to know them before I judge them. wink.gif

I think you need to chill out, your taking this way to seriously, im 16 years old, I wake up everyone morning to a phone call from my mom saying "Jordy, brush your teeth! clean undies? ready for school, love you baby"

Its just what mothers do, they will treat you like that till your 50 because they love you and cannot accept the fact your growing up, or are grown up. Theres some things in life you have to deal with man, thats just one of them.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 07, 2007 08:24 am
Ah... so yes, I do need to chill.
Thanks Chace. I'm turning 15 in Sunday, and this is a very good lesson with the right timing.
Guess I was wrong.. I sound like an alien who's changing the norm through words.


But, hey, she treated my sister this way....
I'm concerned now.
She treats me like a baby while she doesn't do that to my sister.
Yeah she's old, but we're in the same range of age.
Well... big gap....
me=14
she=18

So, guess I'm wrong??
Or, concerned. I have a feeling that she'll never stop treating me like a baby boy even if I'm 18.
She already stopped treating my sis that way, from the looks of it.


edit:
A new thing to rave about: BROTHER.

My brother, right, he's a great example of a non-active failure in life. Well, almost a failure.
All he does at our house(YES he lives with us still, and he's 23) is EAT, PLAY, SLEEP, much like his rest house.
And you know what? My parents still treat him nicely.
Shouldn't they be mad at him, talking to him about this stuff, and helping him straighten his life?
Well they showed less of that.
Maybe they've given up.
What I'm really mad about is that how unfair this is going.
He, for one, is allowed to be a bum in the computer for 1 or more days while he could be enrolling for a school, going to a school, doing something for us, and anythingelse he can do that accomplishes something important.
But NO. He's not doing that. And my parents still love him.
While us, we become bums and they get mad at us. WAIT, this isn't done yet.
We've been trying to help them for a long ass while, but hey, do we have much freedom for our age?? Yes, a bit, but not as much as our brother. And yet they get mad at us.
Oh my gawd for fuck's sake, why are they still loving my brother while they coulda kicked him out maybe 3-5 years ago.

Posted by: mallic July 07, 2007 04:17 pm
fucking hobo im 16 and i have a job at least get off your ass you bum happy.gif
sorry I don't like people that grow to be future welfare users, not because they are forced to, but because they are lazy.

Posted by: jimmy July 08, 2007 01:59 am
Well, whilst iliketoblowzombieheadsoff is raving about his family i may as well jump on the band wagon and do so as well.

It really does piss me off to no end, how parents just cant seem to understand why their kids act the way they do or do the things they do.

E.G.: I don't talk much at home, i don't walk around with a huge fucking grin and i don't always answer when my parents say something to me.

REASON:
-I don't talk because i have nothing to say, why say something just for the sake of saying it. Most of the time it just makes you look like a fucking moron.
-I don't smile because the natural facial expression of any human being is not a fucking grin.
-I don't always answer my parents because answering to a comment like
"looks like its raining outside" is bloody pointless.

And because of these things i do or don't do in this case, my parents are alway on my ass, asking me "why are you so mopey?", "is every thing ok?",
"are you having any problems at school?" or "is there anything you want to talk about?"
And then the fucking wonder what they have done wrong when i snap at them.
The only problem there is that they keep on asking me what the fucking problem is, WHAT THE FUCK?
And every time the say something pointless or ask me a stupid question, my opinion of how stupid they are is only reinforced even more.

Im also annoyed by the sort of shit they lie to me about. Yesterday they sat me down to have one of those talks about drugs and shit. They asked me if i have ever done or am doing drugs, they even added "its alright to tell us the truth, we wont get mad"
BULL FUCKING SHIT!
So i told them the truth and what do you know, they get mad, they ground me and then give me the 20 fucking questions about where i get the drugs, who i do them with, do i have any with me now, that sorta shit. Its fucking stupid, as if they never did any drugs, or got drunk at parties or did anything stupid. Now they're acting as if im some sort of convicted rapist or something. BAH!

One last thing that they really piss me off with (though its defiantly not the worst).
I spend fair bit of time on the PC, some how that gives them the impression im a fucking computer genius and that i can fix any problem that occurs with the computer. I PLAY GAMES ON THE COMPUTER. Thats it, i dont know the first fucking thing about spread sheets, i don't know how to find out why the computer wont boot. And when i tell them i dont know how to fix something they accuse me of being lazy and act as if its my fault the computer wont perform the task they want. I AM NOT LAZY, docile sure but lazy NO.

So yeah, theres my rant. im all outta things to say but defiantly not outta angst. Ive got partents that are over reacting, narrow sited morons and i cant do anything about it except bottle it all up. Eh, fuck this shit.

Posted by: Vox_Bloodstone July 08, 2007 02:38 am
My rave is also about parent's but friends and work along with it... ¬¬

parent's first

my parent's fucking moan at me for everything i do, if it's not bout have just a part time job instead of full time, there moaning about the dishes not being done or the washing not being done, and because there at work all day i should get off my so called "lazy" arse and get thing's done.. WHAT THE FUCK MAN!?

1. i go to work as well i usually do 29 hours a week!, and when i get a day off i'm fucking moaned at!

2. i do wash dishes and do washing, it's just am sick of doing them since it's not just me in the fuckin house!

3. i was told i wasn't allowed to have sex in my house cause of my 15yr old sister what the fuck!

4. they moan about not having money.. well if they didn't buy this 3 floored house with a garage then they wouldn't be without money!, it's not my fault i have to give them £100 digg money!

my next rants on friends & work cuase there both in one.

two of my friends are my managers at work, what pisses me of is the fact they patronize me and moan cause i read books during my shifts anf i apprently don't do any work..THATS BULLSHIT!

they both went on holiday, and my mate left his girlfriend in charge who wasn't even a manager she was a sales assistant like me!, he says she wasn't incharge lying son of a bitch!

and also every time my other friends bands playing a gig, i'm stuck at work cuase the other two want to go, am fucking sick of it i never get to go to his gigs it pisses me off!, they also put me down for Saturday shrift's and i can't start drinking till 11pm which is shite!

and the asst manager trys to pretend he's my mate.. in reality is sad!, the other one preaches he's a a god in bed with women in actually fact he's apparition it he makes them scream/moan by slapping there ass, nippin them or pullin there hair.. that#s pathetic.. if your going to have sex with a chick learn to use your dick!

well that's my rant for the moment...


Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 08, 2007 06:08 am
Ah, now I'm back(hours ago), I shall try and help you guys with your rants.


Jimmy
-Your rant about parents are like mine. One time, when they ask you what's wrong, you should just say something like:
"I'm sorry if I'm like this. Well, you don't really know how I act. I'm a quiet person. I'm sorry if I'm too quiet."
Try not to angrily say that, or else things will go crazy. Just keep it cool.

About that lying thing, that's very bullshitty. Maybe they still think you'll believe what they say. When a situation is going to come like this, say something like:
"Please don't lie this time. This is serious matter. I'm old enough to have a mature conversation, and that means no fucking bullshit."
Lol, don't include the fucking bullshit part, but just make it sound nice.
If you don't find this helpful, well this is just a way I think is neccessary to put an end to the problems of yo parents.

You know that's also kind of wrong. Parents try to keep a talk like that calm, most of the time.
Maybe they were scared that you were gonna snap when they were to about to ask you, so they resorted into the lying way.


Now about the computer, that's pretty mean.
I really don't know how to help, except the way of the talk.
That means say the reasons out loud about your ability in fixing computers. They're open for the reasons.
Don't be scared, just think about it. If you don't say the reasons out loud, they'll keep on wondering and wondering, and I dunno... crazy things will happen.

That's how I handle my shit. I speak out!! Woo
If you really don't find this stuff helpful, Jimmy, it's fine with me. happy.gif
Other people can help.
Hey, I tried helping, I don't deserve to be flamed at... sad.gif


Vox Bloodstone(after typing your name, I found out how nice your name is)

1 and 2.)Well they should really be thinking about how much time you spend at work. How much work you actually do. They should know, actually.
But, hey man, they're your old people. Well, who else is there?? Your sister? Dude tell her something. Tell her your true reasons why you don't want to wash teh dishes. She'll probably understand. 15? Good age for understanding.
And something out of teh rainbow question came out. How old are you vox? tongue.gif

3.) This is just weird. Man your sister's 15 FFS. She understands this shit. Why don't your parents understand?? Are they cucu?
Well maybe, you shouldn't be living there.... lol. I'm so mean to you man. I'm so sorry.
I'm trying to avoid the "shout out your reasons" advice again.
Well that's what you mostly need to do, or else there's other people to give you reasons.

I'm going to stop for now, maybe you're all tired of me. LOL


-Sorry dawgs, I just came back from my early b-day party and I'm feeling sick, like maybe fever sick, plus I got sunburned... shit. What a day. Well... I'm sorry for trying to help, I tried my best.

Posted by: jimmy July 08, 2007 10:46 am
iliketoblowzombieheadsoff, thanks for offering help but there are things i left from my first post that my give more insight on my problems.

You suggested i be as polite as possible or not to get angry when i answer my parents.
Its not that i go nuts at my parents whenever they ask me such stupid questions, i keep my cool for as long as possible.
However, my parents are quite persistent with their stupidity, they cant seem to take "I'm sorry if I'm like this. Well, you don't really know how I act. I'm a quiet person. I'm sorry if I'm too quiet." as an answer, they keep on asking me questions until i snap, then they throw shit at me for being rude or try to make a point by saying that I MUST have a problem, otherwise i wouldn't be so angry.

I just don't understand why they cant get their fucking heads around the fact that i don't talk if theres nothing to be said, i don't laugh at unfunny jokes and i don't walk around with a fake ass grin painted to my face 24/7. Its not that im an un-talkative or quiet person, if anything, im a fucking loud mouth, only when i have something to talk about though.

About the lying shit, its not that they're afraid of me going psycho and murdering them, im not that type of person. personally i reckon they expected a different answer, BUT if they weren't prepared to hear that i do drugs then they shouldn't have asked the question or shouldn't have told me they wouldn't get mad.

over all, its not that i don't speak out my opinions or reasons to them, its just that what i say goes in one ear and out the other, unless of course, its something they WANT to here.

To Vox_Bloodstone, i tend to get shit like that on my days off to, my parents must have a fucking psychic sense that tells them when im in the 'fuck housework' mood. cos i tell you what, they never get me to do a thing around the house until im in a shit mood.

Oh, and about working on Saturdays and not being able to drink till 11, you COULD do what i do. Start drinking at work. Unless your a fucktard of a drunk, every thing will be A OK.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 08, 2007 08:42 pm
Ah, I see, jimmy.

I've a better view of yourself now, though I don't have time to help, we have to go somewhere.
Sorry..

Your parents are very different, by the way blink.gif
From the average, I mean

Posted by: mallic July 14, 2007 09:21 am
hmm i find setting people on fire effective

Posted by: jimmy July 14, 2007 12:05 pm
well i set myself on fire last year, that didnt really solve any of my problems.

Posted by: Equalizer July 14, 2007 09:04 pm
Not a clever idea to set yourself on fire...

Okay, being serious now, have you tried asking them why they ask you over? Because they may actually have a reason to keep bugging you, either that or they are just annoying you to try and get something out of you... for example that you might have a problem with something that you don't exactly want to talk about. And in that case, just say you dealt with the problem and you're fine now, even if you haven't dealt with the problem.

Posted by: Security Corporate July 19, 2007 09:43 am
QUOTE (mallic @ July 14, 2007 01:21 am)
hmm i find setting people on fire effective

But you know what's even more effective? Setting people on fire with a flaregun. Now that's just fun. laugh.gif

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 19, 2007 10:11 am
Hell YES! biggrin.gif

Posted by: mallic July 20, 2007 12:42 am
dude my uncle has a m79 fuck flare guns i got tear gas XD

Posted by: Equalizer July 20, 2007 02:39 pm
QUOTE (mallic @ July 19, 2007 11:42 pm)
m79

Those GL's are cool.

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 20, 2007 09:47 pm
edited out, it's been solved.

Posted by: Equalizer July 21, 2007 11:51 pm
Pretty quickly solved problem...



I hate computers. I hate them. I hate them all. Why do they cost so friggin' much to build even if you buy the best, cheapest parts!? I try and put any cheap solution together and it always turns out to be so damn much! So much being about £400 which will take me four centuries to earn! And the pre-built ones have such crap specifications but such high prices that it makes me want to proceed towards the customer services desk with a baseball bat.

It's like, nVidia GeForce 6210... AMD Sempron '64 3200+... 256MB DDR DIMM Memory... £639! Wow, crap specs for loads of cash. They even put "Reduced!" signs on them, which pisses me off even more.

Oh, and shopping online. Sure, it's easy, nice and cheap, but one downside... They're virtually asking for the same price! It's like Online prices are £5 cheaper than in store... but the delivery costs £5! Screw that, I may as well scavenge the parts.

All I want is a nice, cheap computer for gaming and working. That's all. No extra charges for pre-built, low-spec computers.

I hate economy so much...

Posted by: iliketoblowzombieheadsoff July 22, 2007 06:20 am
Grr, yeah, same here.......


Maybe PM Hunter, or hopefully ask Hunter bout the comps since, he posted a thread with pretty fine prices for such high specs, though the suppliers are american.

But still, you're welcome to check.

http://www.ironoak.ch/forums/index.php?showtopic=6653

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