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Forum Raves, let your steam out| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: September 10, 2008 12:22 am
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 Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt  Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006  |
Hmmm.... I need to open up some more, then. I've been doing less things nowadays. Basically, I'm all messed up in the head right now, I seriously think I should rest up some .... other than that, I'd check all those things out. I must check Tool and Opeth out, I've heard a lot about them.
Yeah, I just need to try new things..... stuff like that. I'll change soon enough. -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
   
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| mallic |
Posted: September 10, 2008 12:22 am
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 Penguin Overlord Group: BB:S Team Posts: 3099 Joined: June 08, 2006 |
bah hopefully you don't turn into an arrogant, wrathful, murderous maniac, however if you do me and you could be friends XD
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: September 10, 2008 12:24 am
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Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
Dude, I'm becoming one of those kids I used to really hate nowadays... you know, them teenagers who are angsty and stuff... yup. I'm also becoming a smart-ass and an arrogant punk.
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Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
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| mallic |
Posted: September 10, 2008 04:04 am
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Penguin Overlord Group: BB:S Team Posts: 3099 Joined: June 08, 2006 |
/shrug at least your not becoming an introvert
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| Keyes |
Posted: September 10, 2008 03:58 pm
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 I'm On A Boat Group: Moderators Posts: 2264 Joined: December 04, 2004 |
Or a bitter, cynical bastard like me. Some of my friends like to point out that this is who I am these days.
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: September 10, 2008 11:55 pm
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Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
Well, I can't really say if you're bad or not, Keyes. To me, you cool!
Heheh, anyway, I just found out that I had no self-control whatsoever, and I'm so anxious of everything I'm doing. -.- -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
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| Security Corporate |
Posted: September 11, 2008 07:49 am
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Gore God of Massacre Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3115 Joined: April 28, 2005 |
You and I share a common personality trait.   |
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| Keyes |
Posted: September 11, 2008 10:13 am
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I'm On A Boat Group: Moderators Posts: 2264 Joined: December 04, 2004 |
Haha I've been banned from being the Best Man for two of my closest friends if they end up getting married, because I told them what I'd say in my speech if they forced that role upon me Thanks, Zombies. I'll tell ya, I had quite a few moments like that at your age. I put it down to hormones and shiz. I'd suggest taking a walk or summat when you feel you're having difficulty keeping control. Tis what I do these days if I'm feeling angry and I can't pinpoint why. -------------------- |
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| mallic |
Posted: September 11, 2008 12:14 pm
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Penguin Overlord Group: BB:S Team Posts: 3099 Joined: June 08, 2006 |
SC your just nuts >_> Damn ROTC nazi!
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: September 12, 2008 04:34 am
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Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
I see...
Well, as days pass by, I get closer to my problem. I run from my problems, my self-discipline died down, my social skills suck. It really is the hormones. Let's just say, I'm not like my good ol' self anymore. I've turned into a bastard I've tried avoiding all my life. Yeah.. I guess it's in the pattern of things that I do. School>Home>Computer all day>dinner>procrastinate>homework>sleep. That's pretty much everything I do. I'm not inspired anymore, my art outlook is sad. Yikes, that adds it up. My inactivity in life and my hormones, so many crap, it's just taking a toll on me. I've a feeling I have to re-learn everything now. edit: Oh yeah, and I don't take risks anymore. Ugh... I must do that! Let's just say, all the strong, good influences in my life, they withered away. This post has been edited by iliketoblowzombieheadsoff on September 12, 2008 04:37 am -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: October 11, 2008 01:58 am
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Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
I'm sorry for double-posting but... look at the date gap about that.
 Anyway, since I've come down to another conclusion about my problems of ignorance... I think I'm keeping a rage that wants to be let out. It's like, a gift with a rabid never dying dog in there that keeps trying to get out of the box, and almost succeeds but the box will get wrapped up by another wrapper to keep it sealed shut again. Yeah, I really would like to go insane and shout like a bastard and just, let all of this steam out one day, where nobody would ever ever see me. Maybe that's another reason why I want to be detached from civillization once. Or maybe, this is just another teenage phase(which I really really don't like). That's probably why I'm so sensitive at everything, easily affected, and I always want to relax. Relaxation won't do it... well, I don't really know anymore. You see, I don't even know what to say nowadays anymore too. Ohhh my gad I AM going insane. I need to go boom in a place!!! I'd love to destroy a living room(not mine's). Ahhh, that let out some steam. Maybe this isn't the only thing I need to let out... maybe I need to let some more words out too. Oooooookay, sorry about that emotional post. But this place is also my problem area. edit: Okay maybe I'm keeping something that I really don't know about, maybe it's just rage. I don't know maaaaaaaaayn! This post has been edited by iliketoblowzombieheadsoff on October 11, 2008 02:03 am -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
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| Nikku |
Posted: October 18, 2008 04:38 am
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 Mr. Coke Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3114 Joined: December 12, 2004 |
don't mean to be an internet doctor but you might have ADD if you can't focus/have no motivation.
Talk to your doctor/parents. Also might have social anxiety disorder, which is as simple to cure as taking a pill. Don't take SSRIs(anti depressants), just don't. I was on them, you feel a void of emotion and you never feel sad, but at the same time you never feel happy. Remember highschool is only 4 years and in the big picture that is nothing, that is what personally allows me to keep on keeping on. Drugs are fun too. edit: Also i would recomend start working out/lifting weights. Its hard to stick with it the first couple weeks, but when you see results you will get addicted. A real confidence booster and an easy way to take out anger. And also if you ever do snap and fight someone, atleast you will win. Also, listen to gangster rap, its fucking awesome. NWA, Ice Cube, Dr Dre, fuck this modern shit. Lil Jon and Nelly can gargle my balls. Rave: I find myself not giving a fuck anymore This post has been edited by Nikku on October 18, 2008 04:44 am -------------------- Only when you gick, will you truly fish...
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: October 18, 2008 05:56 am
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Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
Yeah I think I gots the ADD.
 I believe this is what we all get through. Just a Phase. Something... I'm curing slowly though, I'll let it drift. Thanks for highlighting, Nikku. And maybe, your problem is the same as mine. Because, I lately don't give a fuck about stuff too. -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
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| Security Corporate |
Posted: October 18, 2008 08:19 am
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Gore God of Massacre Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3115 Joined: April 28, 2005 |
High school is just a rollercoaster of bullshit Zombie. You'll find things to be a little more satisfying once it is over and you've moved on to the real world of work and college. |
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| Keyes |
Posted: October 18, 2008 12:14 pm
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I'm On A Boat Group: Moderators Posts: 2264 Joined: December 04, 2004 |
Nikku...thank you. You have restored an iota of my faith in humanity. -------------------- |
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