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Zombie Assassin
Posted: April 24, 2009 03:37 am
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Posted: April 27, 2009 05:55 am
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Ok, I'm going to try to rave and make sense at the same time....


I'm seriously so close to killing my own family. Goddamned biased pieces of shit..... yes I sound deranged, but let me just talk here.

I was so close to fixing my sleep, but often times they ruin it for me..... they add up the exact amount of stress that gets me really anxious when I try to sleep at night.

My fucking brother had shown how prick he is today too. Yes, I'm ignorant, since I'm tired as hell, but that doesn't give him the authority to be "more awake" than me and be all "hero" and scold me. Best of fucking all, my parents took his side. They're all ignorant pricks. Please, keep chainsaws and swords away from me...

I don't know how long their prickness will last. As far as I know, it'll prevent me from fixing my problem. I try to get their help, they do it by being pricks. I get away from them, they pull me back. It's all a cruel fucking world. kewrjgerlkgjerlgj I'm gonna blow up and turn into a psycho. So help me god.

SeCorp, it's getting worse slowly. But I'll still turn it around and it'll all change.


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Posted: April 27, 2009 08:44 pm
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wtf problem?

do you have a drunkard for a dad that throws bottles towards you ?
throws fucking tables.
no ?

cause do you know how much a bottle hurts when you get hit by it ?


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my parents are the reason of my insomnia

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Posted: April 28, 2009 12:59 am
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QUOTE (gordon_frohman @ April 27, 2009 12:44 pm)
wtf problem?

do you have a drunkard for a dad that throws bottles towards you ?
throws fucking tables.
no ?

cause do you know how much a bottle hurts when you get hit by it ?


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my parents are the reason of my insomnia

If you have a problem, post it. If you want to act like your problem is better/bigger, then don't post. Zombie has legitimate problems. Is he over reacting? Probably. Let's try not to compare the severity of our problems guys.

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Posted: April 28, 2009 06:27 am
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Frohman, it's a rave forum, therefore I can rave as emotional and as angry as I want.

You see, you're like my siblings. They sure don't give a shit on how much you're suffering, more like, they compare you to themselves. Right now I'm a tired bastard who can't keep up, so you know what they think I am? A dumbass. Because I'm incapable of many things right now. You're looking at a general, selfish point of view here. Sure, it's crazy bad if your parents don't give a shit about you in an abusive way. My problem, they do give a shit, but they lack the understanding. So that cancels it out pretty much. They think I'm a lazy runt who's taking it easy during 11th grade. Fuck no. It feels horrible being singled out by your family. I cannot rely on them for help anymore, for they do not not not not not understand.
All these 2 weeks, I had state tests. These tests are the last tests we're taking, so they're going to count for so much in the future. 11th grade also counts so damn much. Thanks to my mental problems I've fucked it up. I'm failing 2 classes right now since I can't even keep up. And these tests, they're killing me. I've got a test tomorrow and I only know 1/4 of everything. I'm too deep down. Nobody can help me.
Now, if I can't even rave in a forum for sounding too ridiculous, then fine.
If I let this problem consume me completely, I'll much be a loud emo boy and a much worse introvert than what I am right now. I'd be wailing for attention, complaining for whatever everyone else does. I'd be a broken wreck.
I don't know who to turn to.

Look, all I ask for is some form of understanding and some support, what everyone(except a select few) else failed to show.

..... I never thought of how worse this problem is. It's pretty bad. I've ignored it too many times.. soon to cry. Soon to die. Fuck it all.

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Posted: April 28, 2009 12:59 pm
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All I am going to say is this: Get a tutor. I know it hurts one's pride but you can't afford to have pride right now.


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Posted: April 28, 2009 04:48 pm
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QUOTE (iliketoblowzombieheadsoff @ April 28, 2009 05:27 am)
Frohman, it's a rave forum, therefore I can rave as emotional and as angry as I want.

You see, you're like my siblings. They sure don't give a shit on how much you're suffering, more like, they compare you to themselves. Right now I'm a tired bastard who can't keep up, so you know what they think I am? A dumbass. Because I'm incapable of many things right now. You're looking at a general, selfish point of view here. Sure, it's crazy bad if your parents don't give a shit about you in an abusive way. My problem, they do give a shit, but they lack the understanding. So that cancels it out pretty much. They think I'm a lazy runt who's taking it easy during 11th grade. Fuck no. It feels horrible being singled out by your family. I cannot rely on them for help anymore, for they do not not not not not understand.
All these 2 weeks, I had state tests. These tests are the last tests we're taking, so they're going to count for so much in the future. 11th grade also counts so damn much. Thanks to my mental problems I've fucked it up. I'm failing 2 classes right now since I can't even keep up. And these tests, they're killing me. I've got a test tomorrow and I only know 1/4 of everything. I'm too deep down. Nobody can help me.
Now, if I can't even rave in a forum for sounding too ridiculous, then fine.
If I let this problem consume me completely, I'll much be a loud emo boy and a much worse introvert than what I am right now. I'd be wailing for attention, complaining for whatever everyone else does. I'd be a broken wreck.
I don't know who to turn to.

Look, all I ask for is some form of understanding and some support, what everyone(except a select few) else failed to show.

..... I never thought of how worse this problem is. It's pretty bad. I've ignored it too many times.. soon to cry. Soon to die. Fuck it all.

Well firstly stop raving and start working, i agree with mallic a tutor would be a good idea. I turned down a tutor for my maths which i then failed tis worth the hassle!


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Posted: April 28, 2009 10:03 pm
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Tutors are a great idea. Doesn't make you a dumbass if you have one, means you're smart and not so arrogant to think that you can do better on your own. I've had tutors before - hell, Monday to Friday during my GCSEs (read: 16-years-old) I stayed afterschool for an hour to do work and revision, 'cause I knew damn well I wasn't gonna do it when I got home. Man, I was a lazy bastard back then...


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Posted: April 28, 2009 11:12 pm
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I was just under pressure last night... wjklefhweglehr blink.gif

I got good night's sleep and finished the last state test today. Feels pretty good.

All I was trying to do was release some stress through typing typing typing. It worked. biggrin.gif

Anyway, I think I can handle it, no need for tutors. Unless I'm more desperate than right now.


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Posted: April 29, 2009 12:18 am
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4 assignment briefs for 1 lesson has to handed in next week. And 6 for another, can a human die on the spot of complete and utter bordeham? I might soon...

This is really really getting me down, growing up fucking sucks. If your younger then 17 live your life like you really fucking mean it because this coursework bolox is coming soon.


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Posted: April 29, 2009 01:54 am
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QUOTE (mrmicky @ April 28, 2009 04:18 pm)
4 assignment briefs for 1 lesson has to handed in next week. And 6 for another, can a human die on the spot of complete and utter bordeham? I might soon...

This is really really getting me down, growing up fucking sucks. If your younger then 17 live your life like you really fucking mean it because this coursework bolox is coming soon.

Hang in there man. High school was so boring I get to skip it sleep.gif. JK my problems make me a failure but I do not really care anymore.


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Posted: April 29, 2009 02:02 am
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QUOTE (mrmicky @ April 29, 2009 12:18 am)
4 assignment briefs for 1 lesson has to handed in next week. And 6 for another, can a human die on the spot of complete and utter bordeham? I might soon...

This is really really getting me down, growing up fucking sucks. If your younger then 17 live your life like you really fucking mean it because this coursework bolox is coming soon.

If you're planning to go to uni, it gets a LOT tougher. Even tougher than that if you're doing something insanely difficult, like Medicine or Law.

Even so, good luck on it, amigo.


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Posted: April 29, 2009 04:01 am
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Man, reading about what you guys in the UK have to go through makes me feel better about the bullshit I'm going through. Damn. I know you guys will make it through ok though. happy.gif
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Posted: April 29, 2009 06:27 am
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QUOTE (mrmicky @ April 28, 2009 03:18 pm)
4 assignment briefs for 1 lesson has to handed in next week. And 6 for another, can a human die on the spot of complete and utter bordeham? I might soon...

This is really really getting me down, growing up fucking sucks. If your younger then 17 live your life like you really fucking mean it because this coursework bolox is coming soon.

You're not alone in this micky, as I'm fucking up as well. Being 16 sucks. biggrin.gif


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During school i was practically put in all the lower classes (retard classes) so we avoided coursework it was sweet!


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