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Current things, About our lives| Elite viking |
Posted: July 12, 2008 05:15 pm
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 Veteran Lord Carnage  Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 2471 Joined: December 16, 2004  |
Thing is I really don't want to be more than friends with her. And yeah, I know, cutting is the worst way ever to deal with problems. No excuse for it, I'll just have to try as hard as I can to not do it again. And not doing liquor is going to help a lot methinks. I've tried the gaming thing Civ, and it works great. Nothing cures being angry at the world than taking it down, one pedestrian at a time
 But thanks guys. It feels great to have told someone, keeping feelings to yourself eats you up from the inside. This post has been edited by Elite viking on July 12, 2008 05:16 pm |
 
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| Security Corporate |
Posted: July 12, 2008 05:45 pm
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Gore God of Massacre Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3115 Joined: April 28, 2005 |
One more thing Viking, if you ever feel the need to cut yourself again, just give your exact location and address and I'll cut you. Free of charge. *takes out a rusty saw* 
And Amen to that brother. Muahaha. This post has been edited by Security Corporate on July 12, 2008 05:47 pm |
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| Smachine |
Posted: July 12, 2008 05:58 pm
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 Last hope of Mankind Group: Old BB:S team Posts: 665 Joined: June 24, 2007 |
What does "cut yourself" suppose to mean?
 -------------------- Reality is for those who lack imagination!
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| Elite viking |
Posted: July 13, 2008 04:01 am
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Veteran Lord Carnage Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 2471 Joined: December 16, 2004 |
Smachine, assuming you're not being ironic or that I've misspelled those two words in a horrific way I honestly can't see, I suggest searching the word "emo" on picture search. With some luck you'll find some bloodied wrists, self inflicted. Which is the meaing of "cut yourself".
So we talked tonight, turns out she didn't remember it happening until I told her. Actually, my paranoia in a way was justified, as she went into my brothers room and talked about doing it, luckily she didn't. And I'm really glad we didn't either, as it probly wouldn't end our friendship, but make it really weird for a long time. @security corporate: don't worry, I'm not planning on cutting any more. If anything, I'll try doing something stylish, like eating some black powder to blow my head off. Obviously I'm not serious now.  I promise this is the last time I'll discuss this weird happening. This post has been edited by Elite viking on July 13, 2008 04:05 am |
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: July 13, 2008 06:57 am
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 Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
You know, as I read your post Elite, I was thinking that you coulda went with her! But no, yeah I understand it'll be a bit weird since you only like her as a friend and that's good. Let her do her own things
Ugh, I'm not thinking straight like before, and I've become so close-minded, as in my brain is so closed up right now. Help meh, destroy the planks and nails closing it up!!! Ahhhhhh  Yes, I'm currently very lonely I guess, and I can't do anything about it... please don't tell meh, "go with your friends" or something since they're all busy. All I need now are more friends I guess, and I'm not a crowd type at all... I don't want more friends, I'm just starting to be dependent of others and not being myself and believing on myself. Holy crap, did you see the subject jumping on what I just typed up above? Insane huh? I'm thinking kinda weird right now. Sorry all.  -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
 
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| Smachine |
Posted: July 13, 2008 12:27 pm
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Last hope of Mankind Group: Old BB:S team Posts: 665 Joined: June 24, 2007 |
Thats very irrational, why would anyone do something like that... -------------------- Reality is for those who lack imagination!
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| hunter |
Posted: July 13, 2008 02:42 pm
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 Fantasma Cazador Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3702 Joined: December 08, 2004 |
Its a resort or silly excuse to vent emotions, anger or self hatred. Very stupid! Going with your best friend is the worst thing you can do, from experience, thank god it was only a kiss, it didnt do much damage but alot more would! --------------------  |
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| Smachine |
Posted: July 13, 2008 03:10 pm
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Last hope of Mankind Group: Old BB:S team Posts: 665 Joined: June 24, 2007 |
More like a way to express a selfhate, and expect others to care.  -------------------- Reality is for those who lack imagination!
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| Elite viking |
Posted: July 13, 2008 10:02 pm
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Veteran Lord Carnage Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 2471 Joined: December 16, 2004 |
That sums it up smachine. But simply saying it's stupid doesn't prevent people from doing it. I know it's not exactly the same, but drug abuse or smoking are real dangerous to your helth, that doesn't prevent people from doing it. And for someone, cutting vents feelings. I'm not saying it's right, but it's better than killing yourself or others
@Isit:If you're lonely, find something to do! Not nescesarily a friend activity, even if that can be fun too. But do something creative. Read a good book. Draw a drawing. Find a hobby you've always wanted to do, and if you feel bored and have lots of free time, now's the time to go for it! Immerse yourself in another universe: roleplaying, or simply a huge fantasy series. It's not really curing loneliness, as it's an imaginary place you're reading about, but as a fantasy\sci-fi fan I love looking at another place. And with all that creativity thrown at you, your loneliness might go away |
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| Smachine |
Posted: July 13, 2008 10:36 pm
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Last hope of Mankind Group: Old BB:S team Posts: 665 Joined: June 24, 2007 |
I would just eat lots of that black chocolate with lots of cocoa, but its kindalike a drug too.
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| iliketoblowzombieheadsoff |
Posted: July 14, 2008 02:42 am
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Ratatatatatatatatatatatattatatt Group: Members Posts: 4896 Joined: May 26, 2006 |
Thanks very much Viking, it is now very clear to me that I do need to do something else than be inactive... thanks very much Viking. Even though you've got this problem right now(have you put it aside?), you still manage to help someone. -------------------- Current game(s): Uh uh not updatin' this no mo
Looking forward to: Some shit Name Shortcut: Zombie, Isit, Bob(not recommended) |
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| Elite viking |
Posted: July 14, 2008 12:27 pm
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Veteran Lord Carnage Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 2471 Joined: December 16, 2004 |
I try as hard as I can to not think about it. Whenever I do, I try to distract it by promising myself to wipe out the entire population of Liberty City
 And glad to be of any help |
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| hunter |
Posted: July 14, 2008 05:39 pm
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Fantasma Cazador Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3702 Joined: December 08, 2004 |
My god gta iv is the perfect stress reliever. Its good to have rants with the odd imperialist fat american kid who thinks america rules the world, cunt. -------------------- |
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| Smachine |
Posted: July 14, 2008 05:41 pm
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Last hope of Mankind Group: Old BB:S team Posts: 665 Joined: June 24, 2007 |
Stupid consoles taking over....
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| Security Corporate |
Posted: July 15, 2008 08:05 am
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Gore God of Massacre Group: Old BB:S Betatesters Posts: 3115 Joined: April 28, 2005 |
It'll be awhile before that happens. I hope. |
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